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Farewell. Arranged in no particular order. I just think it's a waste of time alphabetizing them Family Ermy Ruk ♥ | Maisarah ♥ | Past Partners Piika ♥ | Edlyn ♥ | Bernie ♥ | Kimberlyn ♥ | Swee Cheang ♥ | Leona ♥ | Daneth ♥ | Sheila ♥ | Afkar ♥ | Baby G ♥ | Guo Wei ♥ | Jaya ♥ | Radin ♥ | Ashwaty ♥ | Ah Ma ♥ Fitri ♥ | Lovers in QUEST 1D'10 ♥ | Jayne ♥ | Andy Hunneh♥ | Si Min ♥ | Minah Hunneh♥ | Cyrstal Hunneh♥ | Sarah Yoan Hunneh♥ | Julianne ♥ | Mavis ♥ | Ying Qian Hunneh♥ | Buva Buvan♥ | Jacson Weiwen♥ | drumrolls
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Love .
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
Love , i've seen you hurt many people . But yet why do they still seek you for happiness sometimes ? Whats so grateful about you ? What mighty powers do you have to control this emotion and heart ? Because of you , I see people struggling . I see people crying . I see people dying deep inside . Their world die as if they're whole life turns it back on them . I admit , I was hurt because of you . But I didn't expect you to hurt more people . I know I know I've never been to the path of people who are hurt more because of you but sometimes what I don't understand is that , they , hurt , tormented , torn apart still find you amazing and still rely on you for happiness . They describe you as something that cannot be bought with money . But once again , whats so mighty about you ? Once you make them happy then you make them sad . Once they call you AWESOME , then they call you USELESS . How oh how ? I really don't understand . Sometimes I just wonder , how would someone be so dumb to be trapped into ur world and obsession . How much more mighty can you be ? How much more can you make someone be blind because of you ? During marriage , they vow to love each other till death to them apart . Because of you . But somehow , even after marriage , I see some of them breaking that vow and I see those 7 words ''divorce'' . Because of you , I see tears and because of you I see that bright shining face smiling towards me . I've seen people close to me being all messed up because of you . Can I trust you and rely on you ? Well I'm sure my answer would be no . But someday , I'll learn how wonderful you are . But today , I promise that even if I'm hurt by you , I'll move on . Move on to an experienced person . A strong person with higher hopes on you . Even how hurtful I can be , mark my words , read my lips . I'll move one . Because I heard this quote that , what doesn't kill you , make you stronger . And now love , I Challenge You . Bring me a lover , and I'll love him deeply , and even if he leaves me , I'll move on . And hence , I will forget but i'll bring those memories with me . Once again I'll ask , can I rely and trust you love ?
