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RELIINK AND TAG

2010-06-06T18:05:00.000-07:00

PLEASE RELIINK AND TAG MY NEW BLOG !~ www.i-wouldrun-i-wouldfly.blogspot.com

HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEH THANKS !~

2010-05-04T04:58:00.000-07:00

Update Update . . .

2010-04-10T17:29:00.000-07:00

I shall update ,, update ,,

Bored . Tired .

Has not been talking to OogiieWoogiieBoo :(

Lost his number ,, don't talk anymore in school .

No more ''special person'' .

Exams are coming ,, not been study-ing .

._. neverminds . Will study sooner or later .

Not been doing homework will do it sooner or later .

Maytouch's taken :( lol . Awww . tssk tssk . But his hot lol .

Went to TKG's school yesterday for the drama thing .

Our school = DISAPPOINTED but they did their best I guess

WE THEIR JUNIORS PROMISE TO DO BETTER NEXT YEAR :)

Ö thats all i guess .

And one more thing hehes . I think i'm in love with

IKIMONO GAKARI !~ They rock ^^

obsessed with the song ''SAKURA''

Hot , Smexy , Beautiful , awesome , cool , pretty and AMAZING !~

2010-04-08T23:48:00.000-07:00

Ernie Martha Shuhada Bte Razali = Hot , Smexy , Beautiful , awesome , cool , pretty and AMAZING !~ You don't think so ? Your definition of them above is WRONG . Omegayy . Look how *read post title* I am . ^^
Okayys . Will update more later . Will take more pics later . ^^ o.o and one more thing .

Lojanarungsiri Maytouch is HÖT !~ ^^ look look ,, i took this from his fb . His profile picture faints haha . MINE RAAAAWWWWWWWWWRRRRRRRRRR !!!!!!!!!!!~ lol . Yeah his hot right ? Just saying just saying . Not despo le lah . Any girls want him take lah . I think I taller and bigger than him but I'm still younger, his turning 14 this May . 8th of May . LOL. And and from my school HAHA ! XP I got more chance * sticks tongue out* His ACTING FOR THE WIN LAHH !~ lol . His effing good okayy ?! >.<

Happy Birthday Eun Hyuk Oppa .

2010-04-04T00:44:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday To The Mighty And Pro Dance Master , Eun Hyuk :)

생일 축하. You were born April 4, 1986 which is today . You are an AWESOME

member of SUPER JUNIOR :)

Because of EVERYTHING !~ From humor to dance to rapping . One of my

favorite member !~ The year 1990 you were rejected

yet you still auditioned in SM and YES you got into :) I really <3

Loving you always and ALWAYS a loyal E.L.F , Ernie Martha .

HAHAH . See see I'm such a loyal E.L.F ..

Aiyerr .

2010-03-30T04:10:00.000-07:00

I fuxking need to ask my mom to sign for me the what course form thingy . Then I effing need to buy a new foolscap then then zzz. I'm confused . Should i study in school or should i study in the library TT-TT

Sighs .

2010-03-28T00:28:00.000-07:00

o.o I very long never post . Haha . I've got nothing to post ): Very tired le . Yesterday went out with some people go vivo city's daiso . But the stuff for the Hong Kong people . Diao damn tired . Then at night went Esplanade . Then its like damn boring lol but ate Sakura . Yummy . Then slept . Then blah blah blah . Here I am now . Doing some blog things . OMEEGAY . Tomorrow I have to wake up effing early can ? Need do all the stuff . *Sighs* Haha . Okayys so long people . I'm Off .

Love .

2010-03-16T04:45:00.000-07:00

Love , i've seen you hurt many people . But yet why do they still seek you for happiness sometimes ? Whats so grateful about you ? What mighty powers do you have to control this emotion and heart ? Because of you , I see people struggling . I see people crying . I see people dying deep inside . Their world die as if they're whole life turns it back on them . I admit , I was hurt because of you . But I didn't expect you to hurt more people . I know I know I've never been to the path of people who are hurt more because of you but sometimes what I don't understand is that , they , hurt , tormented , torn apart still find you amazing and still rely on you for happiness . They describe you as something that cannot be bought with money . But once again , whats so mighty about you ? Once you make them happy then you make them sad . Once they call you AWESOME , then they call you USELESS . How oh how ? I really don't understand . Sometimes I just wonder , how would someone be so dumb to be trapped into ur world and obsession . How much more mighty can you be ? How much more can you make someone be blind because of you ? During marriage , they vow to love each other till death to them apart . Because of you . But somehow , even after marriage , I see some of them breaking that vow and I see those 7 words ''divorce'' . Because of you , I see tears and because of you I see that bright shining face smiling towards me . I've seen people close to me being all messed up because of you . Can I trust you and rely on you ? Well I'm sure my answer would be no . But someday , I'll learn how wonderful you are . But today , I promise that even if I'm hurt by you , I'll move on . Move on to an experienced person . A strong person with higher hopes on you . Even how hurtful I can be , mark my words , read my lips . I'll move one . Because I heard this quote that , what doesn't kill you , make you stronger . And now love , I Challenge You . Bring me a lover , and I'll love him deeply , and even if he leaves me , I'll move on . And hence , I will forget but i'll bring those memories with me . Once again I'll ask , can I rely and trust you love ?

Bowling Swimming .

2010-03-14T08:34:00.000-07:00

Just now went SWIMMING and BOWLING with Farah Dina , Andrina Heng , Sarah Razak and ME . LOL . Then at first I reached earlier . Met Farah then waited for Andrina . Met Andrina at Westmall . Walked around . Then went to CSC . After that walked around CSC . Waited for Farah's mom to come . Then took pics at the Bowling there . Then went to the swimming place . started swimming WOOHOO . Me and Andy and Farah . Sarah cam late . Then we played first . Walao . Then suddenly rain . But we still play cuz lifeguard neh blow whistle HAHA . . __ . The lifeguards so shuaige . HAHAHHAHAHAHAH XD . Then while swimming we were like shouting singing . LOL . Heal the world . LOL . Then farah's parents fetched Sarah . I lend her my swimming costume cuz I brought extra . Then we played swimming . took the long blue slide . Damn SHIOOOKKK :) lol . then after that ate PIZZA YUMMY ! Thanks Farah's Mom :) hehs . Then walao . I injure so much . Like on my hand 2 scars . DAMN PAIN :( then at my leg one bum the other leg got 1 scar blue black like dat . then on my foot got one scar . Then behind my leg also got something wrong :( My skin peeled off because of the water Ideekayy what . Aiyerr ALL SO PAIN . Anyways . Went to eat played bowling . DAMN FUN CAN . Hehes . I always fail . But cuz my 1st time play Haha . Okayy gonna upload pics . taken from Andrina and Farah .

127 post .

2010-03-14T06:20:00.000-07:00

127'th Post . Random . Unique . Un-likely You . Thats My Middle Name .

Poems .

2010-03-12T20:38:00.000-08:00

Ermy Rukmana !~ You write AWESOME POEMS LAH !

Read this :

And i'm still that girl
who still loves you
And gave all of her world
just to prove her love is true

And i'm still standing
like that lush green tree
that never stop swaying
yet never one falling

And i'm still looking up the sky
still ever so blue
even without you

And i'm still crying every night
mumbling silent prayers
that everything will turn out just right
>even after several failures .

But you know
i'm still hoping
like a star that never fails to glow
i'm still praying
that somehow
this love will grow .
<3>

Our tongues don't speak the same language ,
But I think you know what I'm about to say
We could go somewhere beyond just friendship
but it seems easier to just remain this way .

ANOTHER AWESOME poem

a heart beats and pumps
but somehow it breaks
a heart also drums ,
but sometimes it aches

My heart aches to love
but when i see you , i sometimes
pretend
and sometimes i just don't have the nerve
to reach out and old your hand

maybe i'm afraid to show what i feel
maybe i'm afraid of how you'd would react
maybe this is only infactuation and isn't real
but i'm sure this is love ; it's made me insomniac

my heart aches to love sometimes
in my eyes you are most prime
you even inspire me to rhyme
but i must admit that my heart aches
to be loved all the time .

Thats all :) Thanks Ermy Rukmana Bte Razali for making such AWESOME poems :)

Holidays

2010-03-12T03:10:00.000-08:00

Holidays are finally here . YAY ! I need time to catch up study-ing already . holidays , I not going anywhere :( . Sit at home do homework ,, study . . . Sighs . OogiieWoogiieBoo left for Korea yesterday night . He texted me before he boarded the plane . He said ,, ''Bye . I am almost on the plane . You can still text me even if I am in Korea . Take Care *wink* '' I replied him back . Then he neh reply . Maybe he take off already . Must switch off phone right cuz distract planes . Then today this morning , I didn't see him . The tall figure standing in front of me , everyday in school during morning assemblies . It's gone . *CrieS* But he'llc ome back ^^ I hope . Insyallah :) And ZOMG . That time I follow Crystal go meet Khit Young and Se joong , zzz . The short one Khit Young is SO SMALL lol . And I SWEAR Se Joong looks like TKG . But in a skinnier and less muscels version . LOL . Zzz . I just woke up , after eating used computer . Gonna start study-ing . I have homeworks waiting for me . And yeah I got my report book back . Guess what ? I got 13th in class :) I failed maths tough :( 49 / 100 1 MORE MARK . Then I got A1 for English ,, B3 for MALAY LIKE WTFF ?! Then the rest of the subject get B3 except for Geog , I got B4 Then maths D7 . . . I'm gonna work hard mann . So by weekend finish ALL HOMEWORK . Then Monday-Friday start study-ing recap , read on subjects and topics that are coming up . Okayy :) Shall stop for now . . . Good Bye . AND CRYSTAL LEE SU JEONG HOWS UR PIANO EXAM ?

OogiieWoogiieBoo ♥ I missed and still miss you ALOT .

Sighs .

2010-02-27T19:46:00.000-08:00

Okayy . So so . Now . I'm bored . I revised Maths today . revised Geog yesterday . And revised Science last friday . AND ZOMG . OMG . OogiieWoogiieBoo would rather spend his time study-ing with me at the library then to eat lunch when later on he has his band . but then couldn't cuz the library closed :( Aww then on that day he skipped band cuz he very lazy . Then then stud-iied at the library *lol it was open after I ate lunch* with Crystal while waiting for Sarah and Jermaine and Guan Ting to go back together cuz they have CCA . Then Sarah suddenly had fever . So I went back home with her . I brought her back home . *her house* then zzz . It was effing raining . Then I went back home . It was already 5.00+ then WTF ? I took the wrong bus home . Then I had to walk all the way back to the same bus stop . *damn tired can?* then took 970 back . I damn sweating then can ? LOL . Then reached home at 7.40 PM . So late . showered . Then at night text-ing with OogiieWoogiieBoo again . Hehs . We damn close to each other can ? LOL . He said he was sad . So I made him happy . LOL . Then he said tmrw *which was yesterday* he damn busy . He had parties and he had to go to the Movies with his friends . Blah blah . Then LOL. Walao . I sound like his mother can ? I said . ''Go and rest well tonight'' LOL . Then today going for Wedding . Tmrw school . Okayy thats all . Bye bye ,

Dreams Come True ?

2010-02-23T03:30:00.000-08:00

Okayy Okayy . So so . OMEGAYY ! Now I know why he never answer/reply my messages . Its cuz , his phone got something wrong . Lol . Hehes . THANKS ALOT SALLY HONG JUN HEE for asking him why he never reply my msgs . Then he said it was actually me who never reply him . LOL . He didn't get my msgs . LOL . Kayys then called him . ''Hello, Ju Chang Ernie Here . Ermm Are You angry at me ? '' He said ''Uhk . No . Sorry So Sorry . My phone theres something wrong .'' Then blah blah blah . Told him everything . We talked to each other FOR VERY LONG . LOL . OMG . His birthday is on December okayy ? LOL . Don't want say what day . ofc I know what day . then we talked to each other . then TODAY . Texted each other also . During lessons . hehs . WE BOTH HATE MDM THAM'S BORING LESSON haha . Then , recess saw him . I waved aiyerr , he so like what . Wave like a short wave . Lol . Maybe he shy uhk . HAHAHA ! Then then , I asked if he is going to library today , he said , not during recess but after school . LOL . Then said that I can accompany him *SHY* cuz I need do my Art . Then then met him at the brown bench , at first damn shivering , but then ZOMG . Suddenly the air changed . We acted normally . LOL . Then hehs . He helped me with my art . He damn pro okayy ? He nearly got into SOTA . Zzzz . Luckily never go lol . Then then , we talked . Then I always force him study for his Maths . But he keep on reading !! And EFF his classmates . They go disturb us *disturb the mood only* lol . Then finally I shoo-ed them off . LOL . Then HAHAHA ! I went to put my Art thingy in Mr.Art teacher dungeon hole . Then went back helped him with his Maths . I damn pro at tutoring okayy haha . Then then , lol . I helped him with his english compo . LOL . I still remember , when our eyes met , he will turn away lol . We cracked jokes . Then Zzzz . LOL . People think we couple lol . *wink wink but feels shy* Then after that . We wanted to eat at the canteen but then the malay shop closed . So we decided to go back home instead Aww . :( Could have spent more time with him . But yeah 3 hours together HAHA . Then walked together to MRT train . Aww . Then we said goodbye to each other cuz his at Pasir Ris mine to Joo Koon . Then lol . in the train texted each other . Okayy FYI although I didn;t write , I know more about him ! BLEAH ! Privacy or not . Where he lives , how many siblings and etc . HAHAH ! Then now we still texting each other LOL . OMEGAYY !~ LOL . okayy thats all . Bye bye .

Sighs .

2010-02-20T05:05:00.000-08:00

It has been a long time since I posted right ? Well not really . Anyways . The 1E guy . I know his name and number already ! YAY . I wrote a letter to him haha ! I calling him Oogiewoogieboo !! lol . Then he started texting me . LOL . He thinks I'm spying on him =.='' . But nah . His very shy . But at least he texted me a 3 page message ! FOR ME ! He spent some time to send me a message ! I'm impressed ! like seriously . Way better then the TKG version 1 . Old TKG is EVIL and Action lahh ! Then he even said my name okayy ? I asked do you remember me ? Then he said .. ''Ermm . Err.. Nie , Ernie !'' OM G. I swear I went inside the class and was shouting ''HE REMEMBERS MY NAME !'' And I SWEAR EVERYONE was like oii shut up lahh ! LOL . And hahah . I nearly cried . So drama . But then when he texted me I replied . After that he don't reply . He asked me . '' Who do you want me to be ?'' I replied . Then asked him the same question . He doesn't reply . Aww . But now , he doesn't look at me anymore *CRIES* and when I tried to smile at him he act as if he doesn't see me :( . Sighs . I don't under stand him thats why I gave him a complicated name . Anyways went to east an banquet today ! ate Korean food haha yummy !! Anyways thats for now .

Oogiewoogieboo ♥ Are We Fated ?

2010-02-15T17:55:00.000-08:00

1. Ama ! ♡

2. Ermy ♡

3. TKG ♡

4. Minah ♡

5. Andy ♡

6. The 1E guy ♡

7. Crystal ♡

8. Bryant ?? LOL . ♡

9. Yoan LOL .♡

10. Sala ♡

1. When did you meet your #1?: Primary 1 ^^

2. Have you ever kissed #1?: Yeah totally . LOL . In my dreams .

3. Would you kiss #1 if you havent kissed them yet?: AMA ! *smooch smooch* LOL . nah .

4. Which one on your top 10 would you like to hang out with today?: LOL . 1E GUY !!

5. Is #3 good looking?: Haha . Yeah thats why I fell for him before .

6. Is #2 single or taken?: She likes someone A BIT . ♡

7. Does #4 drink?: Drink water

8. How did you meet #5? :School , on the first day of school

9. Best memory you have with #7: Hahaha . Me insulting Jojo, Ernienest guy and China Guy and #7 scolding me . And both of us insulting Red Hairband girl .

10. Worst thing that has ever happened between you and #3?: Zzz . I got rejected TWICE .

11. Are you related to any of your top 10? Yeah Number 2 . Me Sister :)

12. Could you imagine #3 and #8 dating?: Yeah . Its okayy both of them are gayss .

13. Would you make out with #6?: YEAH LIKE HELL YEAH !

14. Are any of your top 10 friends dating another one of your top 10?: Yeah :X Not telling who .
15. Do you think #10 is ugly?: No (:

16. Does #4 have a job? If so do you know where?: Flirting . LOL .

17. Does #6 have issues?: HELL NO !

18. Is #1 your top friend for a reason, if yes, what?: He is sMexy,trustable,kind,annoying sometimes,cute :D LOL . My bestfriend's steady . LOL .

19. Does #9 have children?: HAHA,YES ! WITH HER XP

20. Does #4 live near you?: Yeah . Bukit Batok and Clementi not far :)

21. Last time you physically saw #9?: School .

22. Last time you spoke with #2: Yesterday night .

23. Funniest memory you share with #10: She`s always showing me that funny yet retarded face to make me laugh .

24. Does #3 have any siblings?: A younger sister.

25. Would you trade your life for the life of #6?: LOL . Nah its okayy .

26. Most embarrassing thing you know about #4: LOL . Iddekay .

27. Do #3 and #7 know each other?: #3 Knows TKG but never seen before . TKG doesn't know #3

28. Have you ever hung out with all top 10 in a group? : No .

29. Does #10 have a blog? Yeah . EVERYTHING About SHINee .

30. Is #10 boring?: when she is pissed .

31. Favorite color of #8: Ideekay .

32. Does #1 have a dog?: No .

33. Have you ever had a falling out with #10?: Meaning ... ?

34. Do you know a secret about #2?: Yeah .

35. Is #7 a virgin?: ofc.... not (; HAHA.

36. Does #8 text you?: Seldom .

37. Last text message from #4; what did it say?: LOL . 'Kao Pat Aner ? '

38. Is #1 close to you right now?: Yeah damn close . LOL . No . He went to a diff school :,(

39. Last time you called #9: LOL . Don't have his number :,(

40. What kind of car does #2 drive?: She can't but she want mini cooper ?

41. What would you say if #3 and #10 started dating?: LOL ! ZÖMG . You got the guy I wanted last time ?!!?!?

42. How would you react if #8 kissed you?: OMG ! * Punches his face*

43. How would you react if #3 pinched your butt?: LOL . Smack his head , kick his balls .

44. Do #1 and #10 get along?: No . They don't even know each other .

45. Have you ever kissed #6?: LOL . ^^ Never .

46. Last place you went with #3: School .

47. Last time you hugged #2: Dunnoes .

48. Which did you talk to last: #2.

49. Do you know #7's phone number by heart?: LOL .No sorry .

50. What would you say if you walked in a room, and caught #1 having sex with #4?: OMG ! OMG ! YOU BOTH CHEATED ON YOUR LOVERS !

51. Does #5 know a deep dark secret about you?: I dun think so ...

52. Is #5 single?: No .

53. Is #3 a loud person?: No .

54. Does #10 have a secret that you know?: Yeah ;P

55. Has #8 ever been arrested?: Nope .

56. Has #3 ever been arrested?: Nope :P

57. Would you ever make out with #9?: Noway , I won't cheat on 1E Guy .

58. Does your #1 know something about you that no one else does?: Yeah He knows I suck at audii-ing (:

59. Have you ever seen #2 naked?: HELL YES !! when we were younger .

60. Has #1 ever seen you naked?: NO ! =.='' WTF ?

61. Would you skinny dip with #10?: Wtf is that ?

62. What kind of car does #8 have?: The lousylousy kind HAHA .

63. What is #4's favorite food?: Dunno .

64. When is #1's birthday?: Omq, fxck . I forgot .

65. When is #2's birthday?: 6th August .

66. When is #9's birthday?: Dunno ;x

67. Is #4 mean to other people?: No .

68. Is #5 funny?: HELL YES :D

69. Most embarrassing thing you know about #3: He rejected Ernie Martha Shuhada Bte Razali .

70. Is #8 a party animal?: Nope .

71. Have you ever seen #2 drunk?: No .LOL.

72. Have you ever danced with #1?: Audi :)

73. Would you have kids with #1?: HELL YES !!! :D In 10000000000 yrs ! :D

74. What would you do if #9 got you pregnant?: LAUGH MY ASS OFF ! HIS A GUY ! ZÖMG !

75. What would you say if #1 got #4 pregnant?: Omq, HOW ?!?!?!

75. Is #3 straight?: Huh ?

76. Is #8 straight?: Huh ? x2 .

77. Do you think #7 is a fun person?: Okayokay .

78. Is #2 weird?: Nope .

79. What is #1's pet peeve?: HUH ?!

80. What are #6's parents names?: IDEEKAY LUHHHHH ! :D

2010-02-15T17:28:00.000-08:00

1. Who is your current crush?: That that guy . ♥

2. How did you meet this person?: School .

3. When did you realize you had a crush on them?: Yesterday Night .

4. Was there a specific something about this person that made you melt?: Ermm . LOL . He resemble my old crush , Hong Kuku .

5. Describe their appearance: Tall , quiet , he looks cute when he smiles .

6. Have you kissed your crush yet?: No =.=''

7. Does your crush know you like them?: No . I don't think so .

8. Have you ever had someone disgusting have a crush on you?: LOL . Nobody likes me :(

9. Have you ever crushed on someone who was already taken?: Yeah . Not taken but he has someone else he likes .

10. Have you ever had a crush on a teacher, if so which teacher?: No . Gross much .

11. Who was your very first crush?: TKG .

12. What would you do if the person you are crushing on right now, suddenly began dating your best friend?: ZÖMG . Kill Both Of Them Right On The Spot .

13. How old is your crush?: LOL . Idk . He same level as me , but I think he is 15 ?

14. Who is your celebrity crush?: Cho Kyu Hyun and Woo Young !~

15. Does anyone besides yourself know who you are crushing on?: Andy , Sala , Cyrstal and Qian knows .

16. What would you do if the person you are crushing on moved?: If he moved some where far I'll cry lah . If he moved near me (he lives at the east side while i live in the west side) I'll be happy :) .

17. Does your crush like you back?: I don't know . But i hope so .

18. Is your crush confusing?: Kinda .

19. Has your crush ever done something to hurt you?: We barely talk . Nope .

20. Have you cried for your crush yet?: No . haha .

21. Have you ever tried to do some form of a love spell on a crush?: No ? Thats dumb .

22. Does your crush smoke or drink?: He drink water :P But he don`t smoke .

23. When is the last time you saw your crush?: Last week Friday .

24. Does your heart pound very fast when you see your crush?: Yesh ! Pound until wanna POP liao .

25. Have you ever done something embarrassing in front of your crush?: ._. Yes . I talked too much until he stared at me .

26. Do you have a picture of your crush?: No . Not yet .

27. Did your crush change this year, from last year?: That IDK .

28. What was the lamest crush you ever had?: Only 1 crush before him . Zzz .

29. Is your crush popular?: No . Lol . IDK .

30. Do you think that you will eventually end up dating your crush, or is it a secret you cannot speak of?: Ideekay what talking eu .

31. What was your crush wearing today?: LOL . How should I know ?

32. Do you have any diary entries about your crush?: Eh, yeah . A few days ago .

33. Have you ever written your crushes name down on a piece of paper and put a heart around it?: Yeah last year ,

34. One thing you would like to tell your crush: ' You're damn hot and I like you ? ' LOL .

35. Does your crush flirt with other people?: Nah . His the innocent type . I hope .

36. Is your crush a player?: LOL . Idk .

37. Has your crush ever ignored you?: Yes :,(

38. Best thing that has ever happened between you and your crush?: He handed out his hand FIRST for a valentine gift from me .

39. Does your crush live on your block?: He lives in the east side while i live in the west side .

40. How would you react if you ever caught your crush kissing someone else?: Hahaha . IDK . Cry ?

I HATE YOU TO THE POINT OF INSANITY LAH !

2010-02-14T23:26:00.000-08:00

Eff you , eff you very very very very very very very very very very MUCH ! Zzzz . I want it to be Wednesday . MAKE TIME TICK FASTER . I want to go to school , I don't like home . Home has too much enemy . HOME = ONE PLACE OF LIVING HELL ! Like SERIOUSLY . I know I know . I didn't share this before . But I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY HATE MY FATHER OKAYY ? LIKE SERIOUSLY . HE ONLY THINKS ABOUT HIMSELF . I HOPE HE DIES FASTER . As the leader of the house I HONESTLY THINK HE FAILED OKAYY ?! HE ONLY THINKS ABOUT HIMSELF AND NOBODY ELSE ! HAHAHAH ! ouhk wait guess what ? HE IS JOBLESS . F.Y.I WITHOUT A JOB . HE RETIRED . And my mom and my 2 sisters have to struggle to work . His stupid STUPID STUPID addiction to smoking . HE NEVER LEARN . Although now life I have to spend only 5 bucks A WEEK . I never did complain . Just so you know . My books . My school books . WE had to sell the television just to buy my school books . I still have a television yes . Yes a small one in my sister's room . And I still have my computer . Life is miserable . I don't know why . But you never understand . And remember my older post about me cleaning my sister's room to earn 10 bucks . I guess its gone now . He used it to buy something . I seriously don't know what . But its gone . he took my hard earned money without asking my permission . And he didn;t even pay back . My mom paid it for him . Isn't he being mean ? I still remember on the day my mom's pay day . He asked her for money to buy his addiction . He only finish up EVERYTHING in the house . Now , one of my sister is phone-less I had to share mine with her . So , its like on Monday its mine On Tuesday its hers . And he sold his phone , idk where the money goes he used mom's phone and mom needs her phone more because of her work so she used my sister's phone . I don't know why . But he is jobless . why does he need the phone for ? I and my father we're not close at all . I think he is biased . He side to my sister more than me . I got slapped before but my sister didn;t . I got scolded 10 times way more . WAY WAY WAY more . He never understand . and everyday he makes me really pissed . Just like today . 13 years of living hell . Everyday idk how i survived . Sometimes I get scolded for no reason . I get scolded when I reply to his question , I get scolded when I don't reply his questions . Oh god . How long must I live a life like this ? Its okayy if you guys think your life sucks , because I know my life is worser . At least , you don't have a father who doesn't support you in everything you do , at least you still have a nice living room with a tv in it, at least every month you have electricity supplies and people don;t have to come to ur house and cut ur electricity . At least you still have money to live and eat . And not suffer everyday eating maggi mee till your stomach is upset they won't accept food that are expensive .Earth , please just eat me up . I cannot stand living a life like this anymore . I want to quit . Please , Please , Please , just eat me up . I beg you .Why oh why ? Things turn upside down now . I beg you , I beg you , please just eat me up now .

Hey gogi gogi mister .

2010-02-13T20:11:00.000-08:00

Okayy . This song totally describe how my life is like . Zzzzz . How I feel .

Sighs

2010-02-13T15:08:00.000-08:00

Sigh . Lately I've been sighing more than usual . I owe Kirtana a pen and ZZzzz . JACSON MY 2 BUCKS ! Helped sister clean her room yesterday . zzzz . hehehe . She got so many stuff I want . Anyways . Did that and earned 10 bucks . Who don't want ? Tell Me Tell Me Tell Me . Aww . And I cried a little after that . After showering . I went to my sisters room . Then was alone cuz she went to work and Ermy and my 2nd sister was sleeping in their room . I was alone in my oldest sister's room . * complicated much * Then switched on the TV . Was watching Suria . Then offed the lights cuz dad said too much lights on . Zzzzz . Then suddenly I became emo . Was thinking about TKG *CRIES* then suddenly mute the tv . Then on-ed ballad korean songs . ZÖMG I swear I cried while looking at the window . Cuz cuz , from that room , I can see the building he lives in . *AWWW* But then whatever . After that fell asleep until now . Its like 7:14 now . Sigh . But I got over him right . Like hell yeah . After A year . And I want it to be Wednesday quickly . I cannot stop thinking about that 1E guy . Ass . I keep on thinking about him =.='' I DON'T WANT . Like his face Zzzzz . Lingers in my mind . But at least . On last friday I tried to look prettier then usual , for TKG and he didn;t even look at me once . But at least *I hope* someone else notices it *1E guy* . Do you think he likes me ? LOL . Or maybe he just wanna make friends ? Aww shuts .Ernie Martha -♥

Valentine's Day

2010-02-12T18:11:00.000-08:00

Zomg . Okayy peeps . Valentine's Day . Zzzz . thanks Andy for the card . Remember to remind me to give you back a card and a prezzie yeah . Anyways went back to BVPS gave them the flower and the lollipop . THE FLOWER I MADE OKAYY ?!?! Okayy anyways . Zzzz . I got over TKG . Sia he action kia okayy ? asshole . Anyways . LOL . Guess what ? Crystal said '' Its okayy ! You got rejected by TKG you got another TKG ! '' LOL . Cuz cuz . On Friday recess I made flower right ? Then got lollipop inside . Then I don't want put inside my bag cuz later it squashed . Then so I put outside . Then when at hall , you know theres this guy in 1E the guy (if you read my older posts) who ignored me when I asked him in Korean if he is Korean and I was ignored .Zzzz . Then when at the hall I smiled at him . He smile at me back , *swears his damn cute* lol . Anyways . Then Zzz . He keep on turning back . Then after the concert . While sitting down waiting to be released . He was staring at me . Then I look at him back loh . Then Zzz . I think he wanted a Valentine Prezzie from me *wink wink* I gave him one flower with lollipop . Then I said '' Happy Valentines Day'' *smiles* LOL . and then the girl sitting beside me *Clara Tan* was like '' Huh ?! you giving him ? '' Then I just say haha yeah . Then zzz . Went back to BVPS . before that went to buy more lollipop . ZOMG . Anyways . Like what Crystal said . Just wait and know him more . Then wait till half the year to know him . Zzz . On tuesday shall sit recess with him *wink wink* I'm being friendly okayy ? He always go recess alone okayy . I notice lah like hell yeah . So so . Shall be his friend right ? Because I'm damn kind okayy ? I'm like 1D's Mother ^^ . *whatever* But lol . I don't even know his name =.='' and he doesn't know mine . LOL . okayy anyways , HAPPY VALENTINES DAY and HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !

...

2010-02-11T13:57:00.000-08:00

Okayy yesterday was AWESOME . I have to rush cuz now is like 6.00AM ! And I am like not ready for school . Anyways . Me,Andy,Farah and Sarah was like dancing to B__BY DANCE !! AWESOME RIGHT ?! WE THICK - SKINNED BITCHES !! LOL . And like everyone was like pregnant ?! LOL . Andy - Marcus ?! LOL .
Farah - Muhd . ^^
Sarah - LOL . Yoan *wink wink*
Ernie - TKG !!! *rolls eyes*
ZOMG . LOL . FARAH TRIPLETS ?! AND SARAH'S TWINS ! WE WERE HYPER . OKAYY . ANYWAYS WILL EDIT LATER . AND UPDDATE MORE LATER . GTG . LOL . ANDY.ERNIE.FARAH.SARAH.JAYNE.YINGQIAN!~ FTW LAHH !

I'm Tired

2010-02-08T03:54:00.001-08:00

I'm Tired

And

2010-02-08T03:53:00.000-08:00

And

Just Don't

2010-02-08T03:52:00.000-08:00

Just Don't

Bother Me

2010-02-08T03:51:00.000-08:00

Bother Me

Anymore .

2010-02-08T03:49:00.001-08:00

Anymore .

IDK why .

2010-02-06T19:02:00.000-08:00

Seriously , do you notice . All this long , I gave you all the support . I've waited for you everyday . But then , I was ignored . I don't know why , but you don't even mention my name even once . I feel as if I'm invisible when you guys are around . Sometimes , no , day by day . I just hate you guys more . Little by little , we're drifting apart . I want next year to come round faster . Make it December instead of February . I wanna study hard and go to a better class where I won't see you people anymore . Looking at you one by one , I despise myself for being so stupid . But I know , even if I hate myself .I hate you people more , I hate you people to the point of insanity . Don't worry . I'll avoid you one by one . You crazy bitches . I know I might be a coward not telling you straight to the face . But at least , I'm not as shameful as you people are . Thinking that you people are so GREAT and AMAZING . *Tear Your Heart Apart Into Pieces* Yes I know >:D

You're Cursed ;

2010-02-06T18:40:00.000-08:00

These few days . I've been controlling my feelings alot . I don't know why , but I've been acting all Little Miss Kind , but honestly . I'm cursing you upside down inside . I don't care who you are . My mother , my father , my sister , my good friends , they're all the same . I'm letting out my anger here , but I don't think any of you here read nor care . So just to make myself feel better , I just write everything out . Awww . Shut . Guess what , I've been lacking of time management lately . Yay ? *giggles* I seriously need to catch up with my studies . Oh well . And fck the passerby in the class cbox . Who the hell do you think I am ? The class's mother ? Its not my fault I don't update the blog everyday ? Hell NO ! I'm not the chairman neither am I the vice-chairman . Why must I do it ? I'm only helping the class skin . And well hello ! I'm not perfect . Don't come telling me , ''You forgot to write blah blah homework'' I might say ''Oh really ? sorry sorry '' But seriously inside . I feel like telling you FCK OFF ! And one more thing . I liked the font century gothic . And I always use that font . Don't come running to me and saying '' Eh ! I cannot read what you writing '' Then I might say '' Oh oh okayy I'll change it'' but seriously I feel like saying ''SERVE YOU RIGHT ! Go and edit it yourself !'' Like WTF ? ITS NOT MY BLOG. DO YOU PEOPLE EVEN BOTHER TO ASK FOR THE CLASS'S EMAIL OR PASSWORD ? NO ! SO HELL YEAH ! STOP BOTHERING ME .

OMG .

2010-02-04T01:13:00.000-08:00

I need to start working hard in EVERYTHING already :( . Anyways . Aww Man . Because I have to study , I still have two blogs to make . Buvan and Sally's . *sighs*

F*CK OFF AND DIE LAH !!

2010-02-03T02:34:00.000-08:00

I'm EFFING PISSED OKAYY TODAY ?! LIKE HELL YEAH ! YO UUNDERSTAND ! EFING PISSED . WITH SOME ASSHOLES . Like WTF ?! If they don't like the way I talk to them . Or answer them . Then why bother talking to me ? When you ask me a question . And I answer , oyu don't like it THEN STOP ASKING ME QUESTIONS CAN ?! WTF ?! IS DAMNED PISSED WITH UR ATTITUDE TODAY LAH LIKE WTF ?! And ARE YOU TRYING TO BE BIASED ?! YOU GET IT B.I.A.S.E.D ?!?!?! UNDERSTAND B.I.A.S.E.D !! SERIOUSLY I FIND IT THE SAME !! THE WAY SHE ANSWERS YOU AND THEY WAY I ANSWER IS THE SAME OKAYY LIKE HELL YEAH ITS THE SAME ! BUT YOU SCOLD ME ! LIKE WTH ?! PISSED ! PISSED ! PISSED ! YOU UNDERSTAND P.I.S.S.E.D !??! SERIOUSLY I WISH YOU COULD JUST DIE ! JUST DIE WITH HER ! P.I.S.S.E.D I HATE YOU DAMN MUCH MUCH MUCH MUCH MUCH OKAYY ?! MANY MANY MANY ! F*CK OF AND DIE !

why oh why ?!

2010-01-30T00:27:00.000-08:00

I guess . Many of you hate me after my previous post ? I know I know . I feel regretful , but at the same time I feel happy . If I didn't do it who would ? My heart won't ache anymore after I told everything . I feel relieved . Sometimes , I wonder , but lies beyond your smile . Do you pretend or it is really sincere ? Do you secretly hate me more . Or you secretly hate me MORE ? Do you ever think of me as a FRIEND or just a mere classmate ? Have you ever thought what lies beyond this heart of mine or do you simply just don't care ? Have I done anything that made you dislike me ? Or is just that my presence irritates you . Do you really hate me to the point of insanity now ? Or are we back to when we used to be back together , the 5 of us ? The 5 of us , the ones who cheer the class up seems so down now . Is it dead already ? The soul of the class , the ones who cheer those un-lively people . The things we did together for the pass 1 month . Remember the heart thing ? Above our heads , the heart live . Do you still remember our ''I LOVE YOU'' thing ?

Why ? Why ? Why hate one another .

2010-01-29T02:17:00.000-08:00

Today . I feel depressed . Right before my eyes , I see people hating one another . Hurting one another , verbally . As a friend of everyone on the list . It hurts . Damien hating Jason and cursing him the eff word after P.E lesson . Guanting hating Jayne and Jayne hating Guanting all because of the stupid I-Phone thingy . YinQian not liking THEM . Everyone hating Sally because of the way she talks and the way she acts . Crystal not liking Guan Ting . Calling one another Bitches . Scolding the EFF word to one another. I know I ADMIT I am NOT those shuai shuai or whatever people say it . Those innocent one who NEVER curse . And I'm not saying you cannot hate someone . But , I'm just too tired of everything . Friends , aren't we all classmates aren't we all FRIENDS ? And as a friend of everyone , I'll listen to whatever you say to me . And when both parties tell me these stories , I got confuse because you make the other person look bad . And because I wan;t there , I neither know the thruth nor the lies that lies beyond that story of yours . Can;t we all be FRIENDS again ? And lets everything pass ? But at least think of me who is dying here silently .

CRIES

2010-01-25T02:03:00.000-08:00

Damn , tired today . House practice ;( Went back home train was packed . Had to squeeze . Then now here sitting infront of computer blogging . And DOING MATHS HOMEWORK ! Tired Tired Tired Tired Tired . Oh well . Shall continue with maths . Eeeeks; so many projects , oops that reminds me of my MALAY PROJECT . GTG . LOL . Bye Bye .

I'm a bitch I know .

2010-01-23T22:45:00.000-08:00

Get over it :) , Yes I know . I've done that . And you know what ? I'm happy because I was brave enough . To spill my heart out and tell you . But hey , it's not even a month in school . And we have this stupid crap .
But hey ANDY if ur reading this : ILY <3
To MINAH : SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY !
To MARK: Hey sorry I can't go on Saturday !

Depressed.

2010-01-20T23:55:00.000-08:00

I felt as if the whole world had turn its back on me . The guy she likes rejected her . The friend who'll be there for her everyday , won't text nor talk to her . Her mom who always cheer her up seems to not care anymore . I really feel like crying my heart out to tell the world how I really feel and whats life is like at home . I know maybe NONE of you will understand . But honestly . Can I just sleep and never wake up ? I'm depressed , day by day . And I really don't feel like going to school tomorrow . Can I just skip every lesson I have ? And even NOT go to school anymore ? :,(

lol .

2010-01-19T23:48:00.000-08:00

Let's just ignore the old post okayy ? LOL . I got rejected . Lol . Anyways OMG . I'm damn tired lah please . Want K.O. And Yeah ! Today NO HOMEWORK ! AWESOME lah . \m/

''Shall ignore you for the rest of the year and forever .

I Gotta Feeling .

2010-01-19T04:02:00.000-08:00

I gotta feeling about the guy sitting behind me in class is having a crush on me =.='' And you know , I'm loyal to TKG right ? So ofc . I won't like ermm date or like someone else . And pst . Helped some girls who are like chasing after him . LOL .I went to text him oh lol . He got my number because he asked for it LOL . And ofc I didn't ask for his number then he texted me ''Hi'' Then I say ''Hello,you are ?'' he said '' Bryant '' . Then I save his number . Then ermm . Ofc . I very evil mah . ''Oi ! I like you , you like me too ?'' *wink wink* eeks; so cheesy ! *PUKES* Then ermm tips to some classmates who like him ? Don't confess via text lah . He will ask you damn lots of Question loh . Like '' Why you like me?'' ''Why you ask?'' And what crap lah . But must PUT ON A SHOW :) *evil grin* Then he say 'Tomorrow then tell you ' LOL . Don't want to know also . Then aiya reply back ''Uhk . yeah okayy .'' *whatever* LOL . eeks; his reply to ermm . effing GROSS okayy ? Not gonna post it here . Then he said ''OH NO! Don;t be mistaken that was my friend'' *=.='' *Buthole!!* . Then never reply loh . Then aiya while sleepin around 3++ suddenly some idiot texted me , I woke up . Eeeeks ; some unknown number . Stupid loh no manners ! ''Hu yu ?'' *YOUR GRANDMOTHER !* But aiya I very kind mah . *PUKES* I replied ''Ernie and you are?'' He said ''Ok good ... You stead with Bryant ?'' *EEEEEEE ! Want to die is it ? Wo keni mama chang !! (idk how to spell) '' NO ! ehk WTH ? Mind your own business can ?'' Then veryx10000 angry lah eeeks ; why got people take my phone number ? *EFF YOU ASSHOLES* ''Oi! You go give people my number isi t?'' He said '' Is my friend snatch phone one then take ur no.'' *My foot lah ! ALASAN !* ''Eeeks; can go ask him delete my number and mind his own business can ?'' He siad '' Kk '' *seriosuly lah . I hate my attitude lah * Then eeeks ; still continue msg me =.='' Then back to my story I asked right ? Who are you that unknown person say '' Me arh? Dun wan tell u yet ... u tell me how u look like 1st...dun worry i in 1c de . '' *uwahh ! I feel so popular ! But what kind of person would tell a stranger how they look like right ? CRAZY ? Oh wait not crazy DESPERATE ! * ''None of your business can ? i know who you are anyway . and KYAHAHAHAHAH I am SMEXY ! ^^'' he said '' You like Bryant ? '' *=.='' ROFLMAO! * I said '' None of your business can ?'' Then he asked '' Haha u malay ? ^.^ '' and then I replied '' No lah Indian =.='' ' he replied '' LOL . -_-' '' Then the rest are simply CRAPS :) . And PUKES . Please do not be misunderstood okayy ? I'm loyal lah please to TKG !! WHOOTS !

1 Year ?

2010-01-18T13:38:00.000-08:00

It has been a year already ? Since the first time I fell for you . On the 19th Of January 2009 , Monday . I met you for the first time and then , I fell for you at first sight . Although I know ,I'm celebrating this without you or should I say , I'm alone . Well , at least someday somehow I will meet you again right ? :) It's okayy if I got rejected twice , or even then mext time I tell you , I liked you , it's okayy if I got rejected again , for the third time . As long as I long for you . I know you'll be there . But hey , hopefully you'll remember that 2009/07/03 10.37pm the first time I talked to you , by texting . Well . Haha , Happy 1 Year Anniversary For Liking That Special Someone .

I was happy I met you today , did you felt the same way ?

2010-01-13T04:19:00.000-08:00

Today was AWESOME . I think FATED ?! Today after school trained back . Then saw Jaya in the train since I got friend I decided to go back to BVPS ! Then saw TKG ! OMFG !!!! LOL . *FAINTS* Then called our for his name . Then he say ''Teachers Having Meeting . . .'' Then he go sit at the table there . Me and Jaya talked to each other . Then decided to go staff room . Blah blah met teacher . Then went back home with some of the p5 students OMG they so cute LOL and small . Then gave them tips :) . Gave my number to BILLY LOL ! and omg . Today in school . Well . Theres this really big girl in sec 2 / malay student . Then during recess , while buying my PE shirt . Theres a LONG queue . Then she like trying to squeeze in and walk pass and like okayy she said ''excuse me'' but then can wait for me to move right ? then walk . then you know what ? she just walked pass and you know she is BIG she pushed me and the rest of the pupil in front was like scolding =.='' then I said ''omg. she so huge still want to SQUEEZE in '' She can like walk somewhere else right ?! Must cut the cue issit ? ( I NEVER SAY THIS) . Then she heard me say the squeeze thing she was like staring at me . OMG so scary . =.=' anyway . hey hey you you . I Was Happy I Met You Today , Did You Felt The Same Way? ♥

B!tch ?

2010-01-11T23:29:00.000-08:00

Very tiring . My shoulder HURTS . From the HEAVY SCHOOL BAG ! Anyway . Visited a friends blog (old classmate) WTF ? All she write in her blog are all her STUPID cursing and about her ex boyfriends ? Seriously I wonder . How many boyfriends have you have had ? Maybe too many , you cannot even count ? And WTH ? Her new blog skins suck BALLS lah ! LOL . She irritates me okayy ? She keep on posting pictures . You think you so pretty is it ? uh . whatever . Anyways . I need to go read 3 BOOKS BY 2 WEEKS ! *CRIES* Anyway LOL . Malay class only got 7 people ! LOL ! I'm tired .

'' Seriously , I hope both of you and your friends will understand what situation I am in now . ''

. . .

2010-01-09T19:15:00.000-08:00

Secretly , it's killing inside .

Camp !

2010-01-09T02:57:00.000-08:00

Whoaa . Camp was fun but tiring :( . Ermm . Nothing to post . Very bored lehh . Want cry already . What should I talk about ? NOTHING ! Oh well . Since i've got nothing to post . I shall ebd it here .

2/01/2010

2010-01-05T00:51:00.000-08:00

WHOOTS ! Today go to school with Piika and Mom . Then reach school . Then went to class . WHOOTS ! Then made friends with the ITALIAN person in my class . Then went to parade square for assembly . Then OMG . THe Augustine guy who was like so RETARD . He did something damn funny . I and another friend LAUGHED MY ASS OFF ! Then whoa . Then I made friends with almost everyone in my class. Well only the girls . I remembered some of the names . Jermaine (the shortest one) , Beatrice (the Italian one) , Andrina (lol.IDK how to spell) , Jayne (Mark LOL !) , David ( whoots! the weird guy) , Rey ?? (the Mexican one) , Xiao Yui ?? (The blue blouse girl ) , Farah(New Town) , Sarah (SHINee fan) , Yui (something something) (Gan Eng Seng) then got another of her friend i cannot remember the name , Christel Lee (moms korean dads chinese) . Then I remembered this KOREAN friend of mine . Its a girl . Shes from St.Anthony . OMG she NOT action lorhh . Then she asked Xiao Yui (IDK how to spell) , '' Do you like Manga or Anime'' so I misheard . Then I went to her . and saiy ''YES!'' I like '' Vampire Knight and Skip Beat'' She said ''ME TOO!'' And her English was like british. Its different . Then I asked her whats her name? and looked at her name tag . And you know what it says ? ''JUN HEE HONG'' LOL. Reminds me of Hong Kyu and Hee Jun ? LOL . Then I started asking her in Korean ''UWAHH ! Are you korean ?'' Then she replied me in English . Then we were really close . We sat beside each other . And then . Some of us I mean the girls st together during recess :) . Then went back together because we all took MRT back . Then OMG ! So funny . So the 4 of us , Andrina?? , Sally (Hong Jun Hee) , then got this malay girl she not from my class but her sisters are friends with my sister (the same class, school ) and lastly me . Then got David , walking . He like got Girls Phobia ! LOL . I said ''Hello'' He never layan me . Then I ask again . ''Hello ! Eh you classmate with me you know ? cannot like this one. whats ur name ?'' He said slowly '' Mike . I mean David'' LOL ! Then he walked straight . Then I saw his bag not zipped . Then I told him . He was like stupid (no offence) HE NEVER EVEN MOVE . Then I must say another time . Then he SLOWLY take his bag . But then he was so slow I helped him =.='' LOL . Then Sally and Andrina keep on saying ''DAVID ! Ernie likes you !'' LOL . Then I keep on saying NO!! Then while walking . Got this Korean guy . My level but diff class (normal acc) . He walked behind the 4 of us . cuz walking to MRT also . Then LOL . Sally said ''Maybe you should ask him wheter his Korean '' Then I walked to him and said '' Errrmmm . Hangukin Sarameyo?'' LOL . WTF ? I think its wrong or something . Then he never layan me . Then Sally helped me LOL ! YAY ! she said something REALLY fast and FLUENT ! OMG I SO JEALOUS . But what you expect ? Korean mahh . Then , he like shake his head . I SO PAISEH !!!!!!!!! ZOMG . Then I keep on talking about TKG the whole TIME LOL . Because . Sally said . So you like him ? I said '' NO ! WTH ?! I must be loyal too my ex-crush (said TKG's real name) . Then lol . That Guy was like behind us . LOL . He talking to his mother . He said ''Yoboseyo Oma ?'' So when reach MRT . He had t obought his ticket . Then the 4 of us went up first . Then AIYA ! His train the other side ! Not to Bukit Batok ! LOL .Then took train then Andrina , me , Sally stopped at Jurong . Andrina lives Jurong then the oher girl go Lakeside . She lives there . Then said our goodbyes . Went to the next train with Sally . Then we talked to each other . then got this two people . KOREANS LOL . Fated ?! They were from Sallys Sister' school . New Town . They were girls and boys . Then they spoke something so I know Korean . Then took the train . Sally sat but I didn't just stand beside her . Then when reaching to Bukit Batok . She stand with me by the door . Then said '' Annyong Hi Ga Seyo Onni :) '' then she said ''Annyong . You better come tomorrow :)'' Then I went down the train . Then went back home . Cuz her stop at CCK . WHOA ! Live at CONDO ! And her PHONE IS SAMSUNG CORBY !! SO GOOD ! I WANT TT_TT LOL. Cannot wait for tomorrow !!

1at day of school .

2010-01-04T00:07:00.000-08:00

Oh I'm tired to post anything . Went to school with Leona and Ermy . Then walked to school alone . WTF ? I nearly lost my way , but lucky I saw people then follow them secretly . Made many friends today . AND WOW ! MY school got 2 Koreans ^^ . My level but different class LOL . Anyways . My school got many foreigners okkay ? From , China , KOREA , ITALY , MEXICO , malaysia and india . Then I made a malay friend who is in the same class as me . OMG ! She's a korean freak too . And shes a fan of SHINee . She knows Korean . But her reading/writting kinda sucks LOL . No offence . Just saying :X . AND OMG ! My school got SO MANY CHINESE . Then Like Those Ah Beng and Ah lians . LOL . But I still made many chinese friends : ) Well . looking forward for tomorrow . CCA thingy .

There's No Other Person

2010-01-02T11:08:00.000-08:00

Later when I'm reborn , more than a thousand times .
There's no other person like him .
The person who warmed up my melancholy life . I am very thankful to that person .
For that person , giving away my heart is nothing .
I'll still be happy when it hurts . Even though I can't say I love you .
Even if I have to watch you from afar , since I was able to give you everything , even my love I'm happy . Even though I'm sad , I'll be happy .
This nervous feeling for the first time in my life , theres no other love like this .
Hidden secretly in my old memories , this was the only love for me .
For that person , shedding sad tears is nothing .
I don't want anything in return . I'm just happy with your smile .
Because love is giving , just simply giving .

There Is No Other Person .
Leonaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ! Since you liked this song , the song you told me yesterday , decided to translate it for you : )

2009 ;

2009-12-30T22:58:00.001-08:00

2009 , what a wonderful year it was . However , not all good things last and tomorrow , its 2010. Memories of 2009 will never be forgotten however . Tonight , when the clock strikes 12 midnight . Hopefully I'll forget you . 2009 , was a tiring , happy , enjoyable , sad and a year where I loved someone dearly . Maybe next year , my fate will be different and I myself , don't even know how its gonna be like . But let's just pray everything is gonna be fine . This year , although I've been into a lot of trouble lately and I've been cursing more this year . And not to forget troubles not only at home but also with friends , I'll never forget those people who were deeply buried in my heart . And to those people whom I've hurt , forgive me . And lets move on with our lives . Everything this year might not be perfect but gratefully , I managed to pass through this year with full of happiness. Tomorrow , I might see myself lying in bed yawning or thinking . But I'll never forget this one thing I've set in mind "I'm The HERO of my DREAM and I'll RUN TILL THE END OF THIS ROUGH WORLD '' . And yes , I'll end my post here . Once again , be happy and full of energy for tomorrow . HAPPY NEW YEAR :) pst : GAYO DAEJUN WAS FREAKING AWESOME ! 2PM , SJ , KARA , 2AM , B.E.G and many more ^^

Secret E.L.F

2009-12-26T20:55:00.000-08:00

SECRET E.L.F WAS AWESOME ! Thank You to the Fellow E.L.F who gave me that fan fic ! I LOVED IT !

http://www.mediafire.com/?ezko4aatybm

Link To Download ! AWESOME ! DO NOT STEAL THIS IS MY PRESENT ~ Thank You VERY MUCH !

Love Of My Life ;

2009-12-25T04:31:00.000-08:00

AWESOME ! I <3>:(

Today !

2009-12-24T07:11:00.000-08:00

Blogging again . Ah , dang it . I have NOTHING , ABSOLUTELY NOTHING to write about . Oh well . Today I just felt like praising myself . Ah , dang , you might think I'm crazy . Oh well Whatever . It's already 11:14 PM . Sleeping late again today .

'' Am I Supposed To Laugh And Act Like Nothing Has Happened And Forget You Completely ? ''

You Left ;

2009-12-21T22:07:00.000-08:00

Today went to school with Alene to take my certificate . I'll be in Queenstown Sec. next year . Then after that took pictures . *sighs* Today I saw you again after a few months after the last time we saw each other . It hurts a lot to see you go and turn your back on me . KYAHAHA ! But then , I shouldn't hope to see you again . Because I KNOW , we WON'T be in the same school ever again . *sighs* oh well whatever .

6 Care Class Outing to ESCAPE THEME PARK ! 21/12/2009

2009-12-21T21:36:00.000-08:00

DAMN IT WAS AWESOME ! Okayy so I woke up at 7AM !!! Then played computer until 9 AM then showered . Then walked to Bukit Batok MRT station . Then Piika waited for me at the bus station . She wanted me to follow her take bus to Diana's house . Then waited suddenly saw Alene and Diana . So then walked to the MRT there .Saw some of the boys . Then bought battery at the shop there . Then , some of the girls came . Then the rest came . then Mrs.Lee came . Then waited for a while . Then EVERYONE trained to Pasir Ris . Then the other people there was like looking at us cuz there were SOO many of us there . So then at the MRT , reaching there , the whole cabin ours ! KYAHAHA ! Then reached Pasir Ris , we wanted to take the bus but later very troublesome . So instead we walked to the Escape Theme Park . then walked to the Theme Park's carpark to meet Maria . Then saw Maria , we went to the entrance . Mrs Lee bought the tickets . Then we all enter . Then , Me , Khairina , Maria and piika walked to the Family Train . That was our 1st ride . then second was the PIRATE SHIP !! WHOA ! My heart was like jumping out . OUH God . It was like when u jump down a building . 3rd was haunted House . I lead them becuase they were TOO SCARED . They were like shouting and pulling each others bag . Whoa then the guy who took care of the place was very HOT SIA ! LOL *wink* Then we went to eat at burger king , the 4 of us . DAMN EXP there !! So then it rained for a while , everyone was there . So then it didn't rained alot . So we went outside . Then all 6 care students went to play the Pirate ship with Mrs.Lee . DAMN FUN SIA ! Then went to the haunted house . I was like infront of Alene , she keep on pulling my bag . I scold her then she cried LOL ! KYAHAHAA ! Ouhk then we went to the WILD AND WET ! IT WAS REALLY AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME !!! We were all wet . Then changed clothes . Then Mrs.Lee treat those who got agg . 210 and above Lunch . they get what they want and don't have to share . Then the rest have to share fries and and the coke KYAHAHAHA ! then we went out again . PLAYED VIKING LIKE A LOT OF TIMES . PLAYED THE TRAIN FOR LIKE MORE THAN 5 times ! Then the superman thingy . Went with Khairina and Christel . so I did it twice . Then played the Ferris wheel with piika ! Then played the choo choo train . LOL . Me and Khairina played the small children helicopter thingy ! KYAHAHA IT WAS FUN !! Then around 5+ went back . Trained back . And oh end of story ^^ ! BYE BYE !

Lists of fanclubs ;

2009-12-21T17:47:00.000-08:00

♫ ♥♫ [I AM] - 2AM
♫ ♥♫ [HOTTEST] - 2PM
♫ ♥♫ [V.I.P] - Big Bang
♫ ♥♫ [Black Jack] - 2NE1
♫ ♥♫ [Play Girlz] After School
♫ ♥♫ [Cloud] - Bi Rain
♫ ♥♫ [Beauty] - Beast/B2st
♫ ♥♫ [Jumping BoA] - BoA
♫ ♥♫ [Everlasting] - Brown Eyed Girls
♫ ♥♫ [Cassiopeia] - DBSK
♫ ♥♫ [Primadonna] - FT Island
♫ ♥♫ [Kamilia] - KARA
♫ ♥♫ [Lucky 7] Se7en
♫ ♥♫ [SHINee.W] - SHINee
♫ ♥♫ [S<3ne]>
♫ ♥♫ [TripleS] - SS501
♫ ♥♫ [E.L.F.] - Super Junior
♫ ♥♫ [4NIA] - 4Minute
♫ ♥♫ [Kiss Me] - U-KISS
♫ ♥♫ [WonderFul] - Wonder Girls
♫ ♥♫ [Eunice] - Ast’1
♫ ♥♫ [High Skool] - Epik High
♫ ♥♫ [Mighty Max] - T-Max
♫ ♥♫ [Jewelry Box] - Jewelry
♫ ♥♫ [YounHapia] - Younha
♫ ♥♫ [Flawless] - Super Junior M
♫ ♥♫ [Shinhwa Changjo] - Shinhwa
♫ ♥♫ [Chocolate] - Zhang Li Yin
♫ ♥♫ [Honey] - MayBee
♫ ♥♫ [Shapley] - CSSJH
♫ ♥♫ [SmaSHE’s] - Smash
♫ ♥♫ [Dangerous] - Chaeyeon
♫ ♥♫ [Airen] - Lee Seung Gi
♫ ♥♫ [Soulmate] - V.O.S (Voice of Soul)
♫ ♥♫ [Battle Destiny] - Battlattle
♫ ♥♫ [White Angels] - H.O.T
♫ ♥♫ [Happiness] - Gavy N.J.
♫ ♥♫ [Hip Hop Village] - 1TYM
♫ ♥♫ [Traxian] - The Trax
♫ ♥♫ [Club K.I.T] - Kangta
♫ ♥♫ [NERI] - Yoon Eun Hye
♫ ♥♫ [Papitus] - Kim Jong Kook
♫ ♥♫ [Baby Angels] - Baby VOX
♫ ♥♫ [Fly High] - Fly To The Sky
♫ ♥♫ [Ivynus] - Ivy
♫ ♥♫ [Blue Ciel] - Paran
♫ ♥♫ [Friend] – SES
♫ ♥♫ [Love Room] - SG Wannabe
♫ ♥♫ F.CuZ

Today ;

2009-12-19T19:12:00.000-08:00

Oh , sigh , very bored . I've got nothing to do , played computer non-stop . *Yawns*
And Leona , I'm NOT OBSESSED WITH TKG ! >:(

Because I'm a Fool ;

2009-12-19T00:11:00.000-08:00

A korean song , I shall translate ! I just love the meaning ! But I change some okayy ? I'll bracket it.

Maybe because I'm a fool ,
it's okay it you hurt me,
Even if they make fun of our love,
It's because I can't help,
Being A fool ,
you treated me well ,
I'm happy with just that ,
If you laugh just once,
I'm happy with just your smile ,
Until someone comes and love (him),
I'm going to stay by (his) side,
I'm happy to give up everything to (him) ,
With this love ,
I don't expect anything ,
Whenever (he) needs me , I'll give (him) a hand ,
Whenever (he) calls for me , I'll listen to (him),
Without Conditions , I'll be there ,
Because I loved that guy ,
Because I'm a fool .

LOL !

2009-12-18T09:15:00.000-08:00

Today woke up . And LOL . Was Fasting cuz end of the Islam year . Whole new year tmr I think . Then showered after waking up from my dawn meal .Then woke up pretty late around 12 ++ chat with SHASHA then played NEOPETS !! My pet name is '_Kyuniee_ ' HEHE ! Then played till 2PM LOL ! Then slept , then till 4PM then played my sisters LG phone the game TOUCH SCREEN BAHH ! Then played till 6PM then showered . Played computer after that read news , chat with Maria . Then ate macaroni YUM YUM ! VERY NICE !! Then played computer all the way . Read news blogging facebook NEOPETS! My acc very rich !! HEHE ! Then at around 10++ watch ghost show at TV Suria . WHOA COW SO SCARY BAH ! Then chat with DANETH !! LOL she's in CAMBODIA ! I so JEALOUS !! Then ate Tom Yam soup at around 12AM !!! LOL Then now 1:22 AM chatting with SHASHA !! Okayy stop for now . And HOHO ! GoodNight ! Oyasuminasai!^^

'' Even If I cannot say that you're mine , And watch you from A far , I want nothing in return , I'm still happy with that smile''

BITCH!

2009-12-17T05:28:00.000-08:00

Bitch ! Yeah , just to let you know , I'm pissed off with you . HAHA ! You BITCH! BIG FAT BITCH ! haha . Yeah ur not a bratty and evil person ! You're simply a LIAR ! BIG FAT LIAR! I HATE YOU ! Trying to copy everthing about me . ESP me being a Japanese and Korean Freak . JUST DIE LARH BITCH ! I HATE YOU ALOT! And haha ! You told me you were scared when I was pissed off ?! I THOUGHT BITCHES AND LIARS LIKE YOU NEVER GET SCARED ?

To My Best Friend

2009-12-15T07:59:00.000-08:00

Today , I finally got evidence to prove that you actually lied to me about 'him' . . . You know actually I knew that he doesn't even exist but yet I told you to admit it . . .Since the beginning . But NO , you keep on insisting that he exist . I feel kinda CHEATED , HURT , ANGRY and honestly this is the first time I cursed in my blog I'M SO FUCKED UP ! And haha , I believed that he actually is ALIVE ! WOW ! I MUST BE REALLY STUPID RIGHT?! I MUST BE DUMBO ! I just hate it you know when I actually TRUSTED YOU and then in the end I found out you actually lied ! AND WOW ! I found out for myself that you actually lied ! WITHOUT YOU EVEN TELLING ME ! WOW ! HONESTLY , I feel like crying ! Haha , ALL THIS LONG ! I wonder am I really a close friend to you ?! *CRIES*

Be Mine FOREVER !

2009-12-13T00:20:00.000-08:00

Oh God . . . I'm REALLY bored ! Aish jinjja ! These few days I've always been on facebook =.='' then blog LOL ! To listen to my AWESOME SINGS ! LOL . . . Oh yeah and today I forced my mum to cook me some delicious seafood ! LOL ! Oh well , now I'm currently on Wikipedia . . .LOL searching for Korean stars again =.='' URGH . . . I seriously have NO LIFE AT ALL . . . Okayy later I'm gonna continue watching my reality show . . . And WOW . . Seriously in our school theres a lot of korean wave lover =.='' esp. those P5 =.='' Oh well whatever ! LOL . . *jealous jealous* LOL . . Anyway okayy I got nothing to talk about ! Oh yeah and before that . . . I got something to say , TKG and LEE HONG KI FTW !

DEAD DEAD DEAD ;

2009-12-12T08:02:00.000-08:00

Blog is kinda dead ! But still , posting again as influenced by LEONA ! LOL . . . And DANETH ! LOL . . . I'm not sorry I love you LOL ! Indeed I'm very happy ! Anyways currently watching Miss World 2009 . . . OH WELL Congratzs Korea and Japan one of the semi finalist (I think) . . . Today nothing much really happened ! Anyways just finished watching a korean drama ! WHOOTS LEE HONG KI IS IN IT ! OMG OMG OMG . . . Such a cutie and did you know F.T Island is in SINGAPORE ! And some korean stars like B.E.G and T.MAX . . . LOL . To all B.O.F fans . . . AND OMG Listen to my songs ! They totally rock right ? LOL . . . Tomorrow gonna watch 2PM & 2AM reality show ! ^^ WHOOTS . . . 2 PM 2 AM FT Island FTW !~

2 PM
FT ISLAND !
Lee Hong Ki LOL! I'm HONG KI BIASED NOW! SARANGHAE!

I miss you..

2009-12-07T22:09:00.000-08:00

I So Sorry But I Love ;

28th November - 4th December 2009

2009-12-04T20:45:00.000-08:00

Some of you might not know that I went for a holiday trip to Indonesia from 28th November - 4th December 2009 .. That's why from that day till that date.. I didn't post and reply some of you people's text.On the first day early in the morning My mom , dad , Ermy and I went to Changi Airport!~ Then fly to Jakarta.. Ermm Sokarno hata airport.. I don't know how to spell.. Then reach Jakarta then went to Ibu Emmy's house.. Then stayed there.. Then at night went to CHEESE CAKE FACTORY!~aiya.. see what we ate..I ate this pasta. It's with seafood.. Very exp. okayy? Singapore $ was like $18 just this dish..

This is the kebab.. Abah ate this..

This is the spaghetti.. Ermy ate this..

Just another dish..AIYA!~ I very lazy to type and upload pictures.. See my facebook.. See my pictures on facebook..

To that person over there;

2009-11-26T03:40:00.000-08:00

Hey.. I'm glad you pass with flying colors... My duty as friend is over... We'll never see each other again.. Well I hope so.. But I believe we'll meet again some day somewhere.. Next year I'll disappear and when I'm successful I'll return and find you.. Please always be there for me with open arms.. As I mentioned before in my older post 'I hope you're happy and let's never meet again' .. In the end , I was right , Goodbye was never wonderful..But still this is my farewell to you.. Goodbye To You My Dearest Loved One Whom I Loved For 11 Months , Please Remember Me And Wait For Me - Yours sincerely , ErnieMarthaShuhadaBteRazali

PSLE results!~

2009-11-26T03:19:00.000-08:00

ErnieMarthaShuhadaBteRazali! is HAPPY!~ Because I PASSED MY PSLE!~ I didn't think I could get 200 and above!~ BUT I DID And I already sent my 6 choices cuz I won't be in Singapore for 1 week will be returning on the 4th!~ And I still need to work harder !~ And opted to take Chinese for 3rd language.. I'M VERY HAPPY!~ Because Maths was hard but I passed and got B!~ Maths got : B (1st time in history!) English : B (YAY!) Malay : A* (YAY!~ SO HAPPY!! Only one getting A* in whole class I mean the rest all including malay&chinese and indian none got A* for any subject) Science was DISSAPOINTING! IC.. At least I passed.. And Agg was 215.. Well then I promised to work hard when going to secondary.. got DADDY I'm Sorry I couldn't achieve what you wanted me to get.. But I PROMISE to work hard in my secondary life and even when you're gone I'll continue to work hard.. THANK YOU for being understanding .. Although I couldn't get as high as ERMY.. I'M REALLY SORRY ...

PSLE RESULTS DAY TMR!~

2009-11-25T05:39:00.000-08:00

OMG TMR PSLE RESULTS!~ SO SCARED AND FREAKED OUT!~ TT_TT HOPE I PASS WITH FLYING COLORS!~ Okayy on facebook 1st in history 11 people online! And on MSN also 11 people .. All BVPS student Primary 6 of course.. All my friends.. ^^ Tmrs the big day! Hope everyone pass with flying colours!~ AMIN!~ And Facebook is so busy everyone keeps comenting till my phone gonna lagg and Phyllis complain already!~ HAHA!~ Go on facebook now BVPS students!

Pictures!~

2009-11-24T23:29:00.000-08:00

I am bored so I shall post cute & smexy and funny pictures of KOREAN BOY BANDS!

SEXY + CUTE = WooYoung!~ CUTE WOOYOUNG!~ AWESOME x1000

TAECKYON!~ CUTIE!~ LOL MAGNAE VS WOOYOUNG HYUNG!~(above)

AWESOME WOOYOUNG!~ CUTE!~

Above is WooYoung Wild Bunny ^^ CUTE!~ + His wearing PAJAMAS !~

I know I know.. You people cannot believe he is actually star!~ But accept the fact that he is WooYoung of 2PM!~ AND I LOVE HIM x1000!~

Below is AGAIN WOOYOUNG!~
ABOVE IS CUTIE WOOYOUNG AGAIN!~
Done with the WOOYOUNG BIASED!~
shall move on to Super Junior!

Kibum , Hangeng , EunHyuk and Siwon!~ (ABOVE)

SUPER JUNIOR!~
Last pic so your comp won't lagg!~ ^^
ALL SJ MEMBERS!~ As you can see KyuHyun is the YOUNGEST!~ MY FAVE!~
LOVE THIS COUPLE = KiBum + KyuHyun = KyuBum!~

Part 2

2009-11-23T18:47:00.000-08:00

Time is being greedy... It hurts more today than yesterday...
I realized that I couldn't be totally happy with that smile towards me..
It seems like you're gonna love me.. Because it looks like you're gonna come to me if I wait a little longer.. With this anticipation , I won't and I can't forget you... Although I know as time accumulates , it becomes pain... Even though I wanted to believe that smile was only for me it probably isn't right? But still , just maybe , if I had met you first will you be mine? ♥

Let's Never Meet Again.....

2009-11-23T04:19:00.000-08:00

Saying that this moment is the last , to you whom I loved so much..
Even if I try to turn it back.. Even if I try to hold onto you crying..Will you listen?
I always try to act strong when you said 'no' but inside i'm hurt..
Please love someone who looks at only you and love only you... Please love someone who love you so much and can't live a day without you.. Feeling hurt I try to hold you back but will you open up your heart? Even a little?
I'm trying to be strong but why am I crying in pain counting the time that's passed? Missing my foolish one sided love that is history... I hope you're happy and let's never meet again...♥

I WOULD!

2009-11-22T22:07:00.000-08:00

I would rather wait for years than to lose you...
I would rather say 'sorry' than to make you feel like you've lost...
I would rather held your hands than to held the hottest person's...
I would rather keep you for myself than to let other people have you...
I would rather have you than anything else in the world...
I would rather leave than to make you feel tired of me...
I would rather stay all night beside you than to make you feel lonely...
I would rather take all the pain you bare than to let you go crazy...
Although you didn't notice me, I was happy I met you and I was even happier when I loved you and till now I'm still happy I knew you... ♥

I'm ill and tired..

2009-11-22T05:52:00.000-08:00

I feel tired today.. VERY TIRED.. I don't know why.. I have headache!! And seriously my neck hurts!~ TT_TT ... I'm going to sleep now.. I'm really ill and tired.. Sigh..

Why am always getting myself occupied these days?

2009-11-21T20:04:00.000-08:00

Hello!~ I shall post videos..
K.Will!~ King Of Ballad ---> King of Pop!~ G.Dragon's Heartbreaker!~ AWESOME!~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SV8Ftx3mvng&feature=player_embedded

Next : Wheesung performing our SJ oppa's SORRY SORRY!~ WAS FREAKING FUNNY! ~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KUqhvIVxQg8&feature=player_embedded

Then he perforemed f(x) 's LA chA TA!~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2_msRrfZY0Mamp;feature=player_embedded

okayy next I'm so angry at myself for forgetting to post G-Dragon and TaeYang at MAMA!~ OMG!~ remember the song Korean Dream that they duet together? This song was in G-Dragon's HEARTBREAKER ALBUM!~ They performed it!~ AWESOME x10000.. TaeYang's part was Black while G-Dragon's part was white!~ SOO AWESOME!~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hS2IFlUf1SI

then G-Dragon performed his HeartBreaker song !~ AWESOME!~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UOT00DyvkoE&annotation_id=annotation_304460&feature=iv

TaeYang with his Where U At + Wedding Dress!~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OCCB-x6X8BA&feature=player_embedded

MAMA WAS FREAKING AWESOME!~ FIGHTING!!~ <3>

I shall anounce the winners!~

2009-11-21T08:24:00.000-08:00

Winners for MAMA!~
Artists of the year : 2PM !~ 2PM!~ x100000 // Again and Again!~
Best Song : 2NE1!~ // Eh eh eh ehh 2NE1 you gotta ring the alarm!~
Best album : G-Dragon Heartbreaker // You're my heart heart heart..breaker..!~
Best Male Group : 2PM!~ x1000000 // Niga mipda jugeul mankeum niga mipda shilda!~
Best Female Group : Brown Eyed Girls // Abracadabra.. I'm like supervisor.. !~
Best Music Video : 2NE1 Fire!~
Best Asian Composer : J.Y.P (Joon Young Park)
Best Female Solo Artist : Baek Ji Young
Best Male Solo Artist: Drunken Tiger
Best Representative for Asia: Dong Bang Shin Ki
Best R&B/Ballad Song: Kim Tae Woo's Love Rain
Best House/Electronic: Brown Eyed Girls Abracadabra
Asian Recommend: AKB48
Best Rock Song: Boowhal's Remembering x10000 MY GRANNY!~
Best Hip Hop Artist: Leessang
Best Mixed Gender Group: 8Eight
Best OST Award: SS501's Because I'm Stupid for Boys Over Flowers
Best Dance: Kara's Honey
Best Trot Award: Hong Jin Yong's Love Battery
Best New Female Artist: 2NE1

BY: lawlietta in Concerts / Events | 21 Nov 2009 - 09:00 AM allkpop

Artist of the Year: 2PM YAY AWESOME x1000 I MISS JAY!

Best Song: 2NE1's I Don't Care

Best Album: G-Dragon's Heartbreaker

Best New Male Artist: Supremes
CGV Popularity Award: Super Junior (Did not attend)
Overseas Viewer Award: Super Junior
Mobile Popularity Award: Super Junior
Director of Music Video Award: Hong Won Ki
Music Portal Mnet Award: 2NE1

TAKEN FROM ALLKPOP.. CONGRATZS ALL WINNERS !~

MNET Asia Music Awards MAMA!~

2009-11-21T04:49:00.000-08:00

Okayy as you see on my previous post.. The nominees .. HOWEVER SM Entertainment boycott MAMA and some stars didn't attend .. But 3 DBSK members attended.. AS promised.. Next was a special stage with 2PM's Nickhun and Ivy.. LOL!~ They tried to seduce it other.. ^^.. KHUN WAS SMEXY!~ Next next next : Baby-J of Jewelry, Miryo of Brown Eyed Girls, Jiyoon and Hyuna of 4minute and female rap icon, Yoon Mi Rae, collaborated to perform an amazing hip-hop performance. SO FREAKING AWESOME! Next next next 2NE1!~ They performed their 21st mucical !~ They performed their I don't care song and then their solo songs ..
Sandara Park - Kiss Park Bom - You And I Minzi - Please Don't Go
Next I'm gonna talk about Seo In Gook!~He collaborated with Baek Ji Young for her IRIS OST song, Don't Forget, dance stage with actress Hyun Juni and finally a rendition of his hit debut single, Calling You with a choir.
Nesxt .. Next .. Next.. Brown Eyed Girls + KARA!~
B.E.G performed a fierce foursome's Sign performance.
Kara performed with Dr.Core 911 a rock band they performed Honey!~ LOL! Rock version?
Kara + B.E.G = Abracadabra and Mister AWESOME!~
Lastly MBLAQ and B2ST!~
MBLAQ performed Bad Guy I THINK the song was actually a song by Rain..
Lastly B2ST sang BIG BANG'S LIES!~ I'm so sorry but I love you nakajinma ia mollaso ijeya arasso!~ Lol.. I don't know if my spelling is correct..
Then the results!~
Okayy people one last thing.. 2PM! TT_TT I MISS JAY.. Okayy they performed with JYP.. but their perf was SUPERB!!! I LOVE IT x10000!~ These was taken from allkpop.. 'We reported earlier that 2PM would be putting up a special performance for Jaebeom at MAMA on 21st November.'

'Well, some were expecting Jaebeom to pop out from somewhere but he didn't. Instead, it was JYP who appeared in the background as the conductor while 2PM performed Heartbeat. Later on, 2PM rounded up their stage with Again and Again. But if you notice clearly, there was an empty spot left throughout the performances which was lighted up, clearly indicating that Jaebeom is still very much part of 2PM. Certainly brings back the memories and a lot of "What if...".'
JAY I HOPE YOUR WATCHING FROM SEATTLE!~

NicKhun!~

2009-11-20T20:02:00.000-08:00

Struggles makes my heart beat. Cause I know they make me stronger , thats why I never give up. Today I face another obstacle and so my heart beats again. -Nickhun!~

너에게 미쳤었다

2009-11-20T19:16:00.000-08:00

♥ 한마디만 '사랑해요'... 너에게미쳤었다...왜 다르게 느끼는가? ♥

Just one word 'I love you'... I was crazy about you... Why do you feel differently?

Hanmadiman 'Saranghae'...No ye gey mi cyossotda... Uae na reu gey neu kki neun ka?

Please tell me if I'm wrong okayy? Gramatically error or spelling error.. Thank You..

Life Isn't As Wonderful But I Appreciate It ..

2009-11-20T15:29:00.000-08:00

Yesterday night.. As always by 10++ I was already sleeping after eating the two tablets (I was down with flu and I wasn't feeling well) .. Luckily I didn't turn my phone to silent mode so at 11.30P.M someone texted me.. Then it was TKG .. I guess when you least expected it to happen , things you wanted to happen will happen.. Then I read the msg .. It says : Sry 4 the late reply... My ans is no.. I guess we've gotten further.. Last time you would answer I don't know.. But now its exactly a NO.. But what can I do right? Even if I cried my eyes out.. Fate won't change.. Then I reply : Uh haha okayy thanks ^^ .. I finally made it with a smile.. LOL!~
I asked him : Hey... Wait , you didn't reply my question! My Koreans was awesome right? And you still like me as a FRIEND right? *wink wink*
He said : Ya
I said : LOL ! Awesome ! Okayy then Bye bye.. *Wink Wink*
He said : Bye <--- The 1st time he mentioned it ^^
I must admit that I must be lying that I was not even a little sad.. Who wouldn't right? When you hoped for someone for very long .. But in the end he left you with a harsh word, 'No'.. But then to think of it.. If you get rejected by the one you like , the pain is not as pain as when you liked someone but you don't break out from the shell ... And at the next moment he is already taken.. And hey.. I respect your feelings and I will accept it even when you reject me okayy? Because if you lied about your feelings and said 'yes' in the end I will feel that you cheated my feelings..Doesn't every girl agree on this? And so now 'Matter Of Time' it will heal and soon I'll forget.. Let's just move on in life .. It's a normal thing to happen ... Its Part And Parcel In Life.. Memories will become Reminiscence..

I'm FREAKIING EFFING ANGRY !~

2009-11-18T17:32:00.000-08:00

I'm effing angry!~ Very angry! I was so paiseh you know? As you know I sent msgs to TKGNEVER REPLY I send it yeasterday you know? I WAITED 1 WHOLE DAY! right? Asking him if he did receive my letter right? Then I told him that he could give me back the letter or text me what was his answer right? Then I text him larh.. YOU UNTILL NOW HE At least if it's a NO you can text me right?? I really support Daneth when she said you were a BITCH-DUDE!~ GRR!! And then you know what happened yesterday? I tell ya what happened.
That Person: Ernie?
Me:Yeah?
That person : This is TKG(of course that person wrote his real name instead of TKG)
Me: Oh haha Change Number? Oh anyway , did you receive my letter?
That person : No and Yes . Lol (Somewhere deep down in my heart tells me it's not him)
Me: Please give me an exact number.. Please? Haha and my ______(the language of his country where he comes from) rocks right?
That person : Yes and your (The language of his country) is nothing compared to Daneth's . Lol.
Me: Huh? So it's a yes? Ehh why Daneth's name come out? GRR! Are you really TKG(of course I wrote his real name) Don't pose as him! GRR!
That Person : Daneth's name come out because this is Daneth. Lol.
WTF?? WTF? WTF?? Lol.. then she said sorry.. Then I said okayyy.. I so paiseh!! OMG OMG!~ If TKG really said that I would be OVER THE MOON! I'll be in LaLaLaLand !!! Then I told her even if I'm a patient person , doesn't mean I don't have feelings. LOL.. haha okayy whatever.. i'm so lame ,boring and random !~ And I'm freakking ANGRY at him for not replying!! TKG TKG TKG!~ You'r such a freaking BITCH-DUDE! FCUK YOU FCUK YOU!~ LOL ! I'm so angry!

What happened today!~ ♡

2009-11-17T23:02:00.000-08:00

Hello! As you know today is the last day of school... And haha.. So readers you should know that I confessed to TKG.. But however I couldn't meet him because he was with his friends all the time.. Did he know? Did he know that I was gonna ask him? But HOWEVER I NEVER DID SAY DIE! I wrote a letter instead! So this were in the letter : 'Hello! As you know I told you I liked you before right? So today is the last day of school right? And I'm gonna confess again .. TKG(I wrote his real name) ,,, I still like you .. haha.. You can text me ur answer or give me back the letter ' but then I texted him then he never reply till now LOL !~ haha.. Tired Of Waiting.. And omg he still haven't reply!! OMG.. Why am I waiting? Although I know his anwer would be 'no'.. Why am I still waiting? There;s no light of hope at all!~ Okayy I shall now continue being KyuHyun + other korean stars biased !~ Credits To Rini@sj-world.net!~
Next pic credits to Nevermore@sj-world.net omg the pic so cute!~
It says ; Name : Kim Ryeowook
Crime: Stealing Hearts<3(ever-lasting)

Okayy in this pic is Kim Ki Bum!~ OMO!~ So CUTE like TKG!~ LOL!~ ROFL!~ ;X
OMG!~ I'm so Tired already!~ I'm both tired physically and my mind is tired.. Oh yeah and I'm Tired Of Waiting! TKG when are you gonna reply?

TKG..

2009-11-16T23:32:00.000-08:00

Tomorrow is the last day of school.. Seriously I'm gonna miss you guys.. And haha!~ amazingly .. I'm gonna tell TKG i liked him for 8 months.. Please come tmr okayy TKG? Even if you say 'no' I'll accept it and instead i'll say 'Haha.. Okayy goodbye then'' i'll try to put a smile okay? I'm a strong person and i can overcome any obstacle that tries to get in my way.. And hey even if you walk away.. I'm happy I finally said it.. ^^ .. HAHA!~ Anyway I'm not gonna talk anymore about it .. I HAVE TO MOVE ON!~ FIGHTING!~

2PM - FIGHTING!~

2009-11-13T19:53:00.000-08:00

Okayy you gotta watch this video!~ 2PM!~

Taekyon:
"The ones I love make my heart beat.
The ones I give my love to, the ones I get their loves from, my families, my friends, and us seven members.
Just thinking about it gives me the warmth. I want to stay with you guys forever."

Wooyoung says:
"The fear makes my heart beat. Every morning, I ask myself a question.
Can I really do this well today? Do I have what it takes?
Then I say to myself.
I can do this, I can. Then I feel my heartbeat. This is the start."

Junsu says:
"The music makes my heart beat.
The more i listen, sing, dance, and perform my music, my heart beats stronger.
As long as I live, I would like to live this way."

Junho says:
"The fans make my heart beat.
The fans who love me unconditionally. It's like a dream to make others happy.
Until the very last fan remains, I want to sing for them.
Now it's time to get back on stage.
My heart feels like it's going to explode."

Chansung says:
"The trust makes my heart beat.
Even at the moment when my heart is about to stop from the pain, the trust between us put me back on my feet.
Now when we are together, I can go through anything.
And my heart beats with self-confidence."
Nickun's part was in ENGLISH!~ HIS ENGLISH WAS SOO COOL!~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mhz6gaTh2ro
Okayy that link above is the TEASER..
The one below is the real MV!~
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZuYi8pN8Cys

Friendship

2009-11-12T03:46:00.000-08:00

Friendship.. It;s the most important thing for me.. Yeah.. And this is dedicated to Maria-Chan..

Sorry I couldn't express this in real life.. Thank You.. For always being there for me through thick and thin , ups and downs and through left and right.. I'm sorry I wasn't always there for you through the times you were sad and the times you were happy.. Although I've hurt you many times ... Just remember that I'm truly sorry.. Deeply in my heart .. Your always the first among my other friends because I know that you do treasure me too right? Remember last year? We would always go for breaks together and the most memory I treasured was the first time you finally gave me a friend hug and remember during our Sex Education? When we were supposed to draw on the small paper what we really treasured? You drew a girl and it was 'Onii Chan' .. I'm deeply sorry I didn't draw you but now I've regretted it.. You were always the one who would remember me and the only thing I did was to reminiscence the memories.. And remember we had our little promise? 'Maria Chan + Onii Chan = JKPIRES Sister' And Remember that name Koizora , Tsukki and Konayuki? Till now.. Even if you had forgotten.. I still remember our Vietnam trip.. We were really close to each other.. Remember the time you would scold me for being a nuisance ? And I thank you for that .. Hmmm.. And these are the words I really wanted to tell you.. 'Maria - Chan , I'm sorry for not being a better friend and Thank You for everything you did for me.. And the last thing I wanted to say was 'I really treasure you and I love you as a friend..' -Maria Chan + Onii Chan = JKPIRES Sisters

Hello!~

2009-11-09T22:24:00.000-08:00

Hello!~ Nothing to say abt school..Just know it was a tiring day!~ Played floor ball at school.. ^^ then then I read abt the k-pop news..!~ WOHOO!~ JaeBeom coming back? Okayy before it was 2PM now it's 1:59PM.. Then they released new songs one was 'Tired Of Waiting' and 'HeatBeat'.. OMG!~ HAHA!~ I got nothing to say.. Bye Bye!~

PICTURES!~

2009-11-08T23:21:00.000-08:00

OKAYY THAT's ALL!~

Awesome!~

2009-11-08T04:24:00.000-08:00

Okayy I shall start with ystday's trip.. Went to Aunty's house then went there to learn about the Amway thingy.. Then ate a lot.. Ate chicken!~ Then at night went to Changi and see the sky you know the sea.. Then can see the airoplane .. I MISS MY DAD!~ he went to Indonesia!~ Then at the sky Ermy suddenly saw something like ermm something turning.. Then everyone (Mom,Me and My 1st sister ) can see it's like a fairy or like an angel (well it was actually at around 11PM).. Hiding behind the clouds.. It's so bright and then it keeps become smaller.. I can really see it cleary.. Okayy then ate ice-cream.. Then today.. Went to Sentosa!~ WOHOO!~ Went to the beach.. Then went to the bridge,, Then we went back to the picnic place (mom was taking care of the picnic stuff) oh yeah then we ate so muchh!~ Then suddenly a guy who was half naked approached me!~ You know those people like to play volleyball then never wear their shirt.. LOL!~ Cuz the ball nearly hit me =_=.. Then he said 'Sorry ah girl' =.= WTH? Then I just went away.. Oh yeah .. Then got these australian students.. SO MANY!!! MORE THAN 100! school outing I guess.. LOL! And then they were so noisy their teacher shouted 'SILENTS!!~' then everyone suddenly keep quiet.. LOL.. okay okay then after that take pictures.. Then went to take the tramp.. Then after that was around 6.00 went to cofee bean drank the caramel dirnk then mom bought coffee and then my 1st sister bought cuppocino.. Then drink drink ate cheese cake and got one huge biscuit .. Then after that went back to Bukit Batok.. Went to but some notebook and bought DVD to watch tonight!~ Okayy Sorry I'll update picture tomorrow.. Sorryy.. All the pics will be updated tomorrow!~

Update!~

2009-11-06T23:21:00.000-08:00

Hello!~ I'm currently rushing because I'm going out.. So later I'll post pictures I took for The Little India Trip , NEWater Trip and National Museum Trip..

Hello!~

2009-11-03T00:04:00.000-08:00

Hello!~ Today at school as per normal ... In the morning had SEAB test.. English Test.. AND OMG! So much to talk about.. Then then after recess had Art.. Painting.. My painting was by ermm I cannot remember then SOOO FUNNY! i keep on saying 'Aiya! My painting not nice!' then I changed my mind and said ' Ehh! Actually very nice leh! If you see from far!' then 'Aiya! So funny not nice!' then when my other 3 table mate said 'Nice What! Okayy larh' then I repiled ' Ya larh! Of course its nice! Done by the Mighty ERNIE MARTHA SHUHADA BTE RAZALI!~You jealous right! Anyway Thank You!'.. okayy blah blah.. then went for mother tounge,then teacher ask us to do Riang Ria magazine thingy.. Whoa ! No mood at all! Then at 1PM teacher ask us to read newspaper then muahahahaha! I sit larh read the newspaper concentrating on the article then horh suddenly I heard teahcer say 'Kalau awak tak sign awak tak boleh pergi' ('If you never sign you cannot go') Then I look larh what she talking about.. Then suddenly saw TKG! Then continue to read larhh act like nothing .. Then I act as PER NORMAL! FIRST TIME!!(when seeing TKG!) Then horh he hand everyone the form then STUPID SHARIFAH (no offence) say 'Thank You!' STUPID STUPID!! I WAS SUPPOSE TO SAY THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Then when he came to give me horh!!! I take then I said 'Thank You..' Can really feel my heart beat so fast.. I think it skipped a beat - even two! I don;t know if he feels the same.. Anyway .. OMG okayy I read so many manga already!!! WOHOO!~

Okayy then I read korean lattest news.. So many to write about! Okayy , there are many stars with SWINE FLU : SS501's Kim Hyun Joong, 2AM Jo Kwon , K.Will , SHINee JongHyun then it's GAVY NJ Noh Shi Hyun. 2PM released their new song 'Tired Of Waiting' I THINK it is reffering to them tired of waiting for Jay! Their former leader who went back to Seattle because of the contreversy..TT_TT .. Big Bang will release their Hallelujah mv tomorrow... And then there is a news about SM entertainment boycotting MAMA.. Okayy .. and KIM BUM for Boys Over Flower(B.O.F) fans, he is acting in a movie called 'Flight'..Oh yeah and did you know that T.O.P of bigbang is acting in the new drama IRIS..And for WG fans.. They are coming for the upcoming episode of MBC's Golden Fishery with with JYP..AWW and have you heard about the DBSK lawsuit thing with three of its member , Micky YooChun , Xiah Junsu , Hero JaeJoong about the argue with SM entertainment? Hmm.. i'm not so sure about this but if anyone knows please tag okayy? THANKS! okayy moving on.. G-Dragon's album heartbreaker is now unsuitable for anyone under the age of 19(korea's Legal age)..
From allkpop :

After analyzing the lyrics of G-Dragon's songs "She's Gone" and "Korean Dream" off his album, officials deemed the lyrics too inappropriate for children. According to officials, "She's Gone" has an underlying suggestive meaning of drug use, while "Korean Dream" promotes an inappropriate "dream" of Korea. The title track of the album, "Heartbreaker," was said to be an automatic no-no for the young adult community. It's funny that they don't mention the most obvious one--"Breathe." G-Dragon clearly says, "You and me hardcore, baby. Let's do it some more. I can't breathe..." which I think is more suggestive than the other three songs.

These songs will not be available on television before 10pm, and his album cannot be purchased by anyone under the age of 19. The album, after selling nearly 200,000 copies by the end of September, will soon have the "19 only" sticker on it. Distributors who fail to comply will be issued a severe punishment or a heavy fine. Koreans seem to really take censorship seriously, don't they?
Okayy next news ,, THE 24TH GOLDEN DISK AWARDS! SO MANY STARS!! ~ OMG SUJU IS IN IT YA KNOWW! Okayy those which are coloured(not in the lime green) are my fave!

Disk Bong Sang Award (similar to best album) (ALL taken from allkpop)
Super Junior - Sorry, Sorry
G-Dragon - Heartbreaker
SG Wanna Be - Vol.6 - Gift
Lee Seung Chul - Mutopia
Drunken Tiger - Feel Ghood Muzik : The 8th Wonder
Seo Taiji - Atomos
Shin Hye Sung - Side 2: Keep Leaves
Bobby Kim - Love Chapter 1
Jo Sung Mo - Second Half
Jang Gi Ha and Faces - Living with Barely Anything
Epik High - E
Lee Sora - Winter Song
Baek Ji Young - Sensibility
Lee Seung Gi - Shadow
FT Island - Cross & Change
Park Hyo Shin - Gift Part 1
Brown Eyed Girls - Sound G
MC Mong - Humaniamal
KARA - Revolution
Fly to the Sky - Decennium
Lee Ssang - Hexagonal
Younha - Peace Love & Ice Cream : Part.A
Lim Chang Jung - Return To My World
Lee Sun Hee - 사랑아
Outsider - Maestro
Dynamic Duo - Band of Dynamic Brothers(10.21)
Wheesung - Vocolate(10.21)
IVY - VOL.3 - Goodbye Tears
Lee Soo Young - DAZZLE
2pm - 1집정규앨범 - Hottest Time of the Day

Digital Bon Sang Award (similar to best single / best digital single)
SNSD - Gee (The First Mini Album)
2NE1 - 2NE1 1st Mini Album
Super Junior - The 3rd Album 'SORRY, SORRY'
Baek Ji Young - Sensibility
Davichi - Davichi In Wonderland
Son Dambi - Type B(I LIkE SATURDAY NIGHT!)
SS501 - Boys Over Flowers OST
2NE1 - Fire (Digital Single)
Lee Seung Gi - Will You Marry Me (Featuring Bizniz)
8eight - The Golden Age
2pm - 2:00PM Time For Change
Brown Eyed Girls - 3rd Album Sound G.
SNSD - The Second Mini Album: Tell Me Your Wish (GENIE)
K.Will - Dropping Tears
Lee Seung Chul - A Sad Story Than Sadness O.S.T 2nd
SG Wanna Be - Vol. 6: Gift
Outsider - Maestro
Hwayobi - Hwayobi Mini Album
4minute - Hot Issue
Seung Ri (Big Bang) - REMEMBER
Shinee - 2009 Year Of US: The 3rd Mini Album
SS501 - SS501 Rebirth

Samsung YEPP Popularity Award
Super Junior
G-Dragon
SG Wannabe
Drunken Tiger (Tiger JK)
Seo Taiji
Shin Hye Sung
Bobby Kim
Jo SungMo
Jang Gi Ha and Faces
Epik High
Lee Sora
Baek Ji Young
Lee Seung Gi
FT Island
Park Hyo Shin
Brown Eyed Girls
MC Mong
KARA
Fly To The Sky
Lee Ssang
Younha
Im Chang Jung
Lee Seon Hee
Outsider
Dynamic Duo
Wheesung
Ivy
Lee Soo Young
DaVichi
Son Dambi
8eight
K. Will
Seungri
SHINee
Lee Seung Chul
2PM
SNSD / Girls' Generation
2NE1
SS501

Samsung YEPP Rookie / Newcomer Award
2NE1
T-ara
4Minute
f(x)

Rock Award
Jang Gi Ha and Faces
YB Band
Boo Hwal
Cherry Filter

Rap / Hip Hop Award
Drunken Tiger
Epik High
MC Mong
Lee Ssang
Outsider

Okayy now it's to Big Bang again..
They released their 'Ora Yeah!' and the acoustic version of 'Let Me Hear Your Voice'!!
Okayy and Park Bom of 2NE1 has a new song 'You and I'.. okayy then there is about the other SNSD members bullying Tiffany..
Okayy so the last news I'm going to share is about the TIMES.. Okayy so congratz to Big Bang ! They were featured in TIMES.. okayy you can read the news here : http://www.time.com/time/magazine/article/0,9171,1933111,00.html ... okayy that's all for today..
LOTS OF LOVE FROM ERNIE MARTHA SHUHADA BTE RAZALI!~

Melecur teruk gara-gara main mercun (malay artikel)

2009-10-25T22:10:00.000-07:00

Saya suka artikel in kerana dari artikel ini , saya dapat membelajari tentang keselamatan diri sendiri dan saya berasa bersyukur kerana di negara saya , Singapura , bermain mercun telah dilarang oleh kerajaan. Pada pendapat saya Ibu kepada budak lelakli ini , Cik Hafisah Mat Halim , tidak sepatutnya membenarkan anaknya bermain mercun tanpa diawasi kerana dia masih hanya berumur 7 tahun , dan jika dia tidak diawasi oleh seorang dewasa , munkgin ada kemalangan akan terjadi. (69 perkataan)

Happy Birthday!

2009-10-23T01:13:00.000-07:00

Hello! Today is 23rd of October 2009 and I am turning 12 .. today at 5.00 pm haha.. No celebration this year.. Only mom bought cake oh yeah but that time there were celebration for my b'dae and my mum's and my grandmother's mom which is on 13th October and I think my grandma's is on the same day too... And ermm that they was for Kakak Nurul's baby in her stomach (lol) 7 months? Due Date : Her birthday (lol) AND OMG! I am still vein cuz it's a boy and I am still the youngest not to mention girl among the family tree.. That day we went to CCK.. Anyway I got nothing much to write life is per normal and I don't feel anything haha (matured?) ohh yeah and chatted with Maria these few days.. 1 week away from school .. My motto 'Slack the whole night , Manga reading the whole day' .. REMEMBER this day 23rd October.. and BTW WTH?! I get confused am I Libra or Scorpion? Haha! And zzzzz, I woke up at 7.00 this morning while yesterday I woke up at 5.00 .. OMG ... After showering I played the comp the whole day reading manga..So now I'm taking a break to write on my blog.. HAHA this way I'll eat less and to those IDIOTS! I am NOT overweight I am acceptable okayy! MY REPORT BOOK SAYS SO!!! >_<

PSLE ORAL =D!

2009-08-21T02:36:00.000-07:00

BACK!!! ORAL !! Yesterday was Malay Oral! WTFFFF!?!?!? Today WAS ENGLISH!! Engslish I can do it =D MALAY :X DIE DIE DIE!! HAHA!! PRELIM PRELIM PRELIM COMING!!
PSLE PSLE PSLE COMING!
-BYE BYE!
E.L.F. <--- ME!
사랑해요!
SUPER JUNIOR FAN!!

너라고 ---> It's You !

LOOK!!! MORE PICSS!!

2009-07-20T20:00:00.001-07:00

SUJU's rapper EunHyuk! This was from his Cyworld..

He wrote Konglish : 요 레쓰고 컴온 땡큐베리마치 푸쳐핸썹!!
when romanize it : Yo lessugo keomun ttaengkyuberimachi puchyeohaensseob!!
Do you get it?

Kangin bullying Sungmin! Aww Sungmin so CUTE!! <33

Hero Jaejoong & Xiah Junsu! <333333>
WAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKA!

Kibumiee and Yesung!!

Yesung and RyeoWook!!

LeeTeuk and Kangin!

My one and only KyuHyun!!

E.L.F

2009-07-19T04:21:00.000-07:00

Yay I am finally an E.L.F haha! I went to join online than I saw a lot from Girls Generation Fanclub to SHINee to TVXQ and many more!! These fan clubs are real okaayy... Now they are talking about presents to give Yesung and Kibum cuz their birthdays are coming this August.. ermm and Hee Chul's birthday is a few days back,, OH and I can't believe this MAN!! FT Island just came to SINGAPORE a few days back!! Ohh and one of my friend fethed them at the airport! They held a concert here! BUT I cnt go out horhh got H1N1! AND now I am reading what SUJU members are writing in their blog I mean cyworld! I am MEMBER!! okaaayy that all!

6 Day MC...

2009-07-13T04:01:00.000-07:00

Hello! I am just keeping everyone updated! I am having FEVER! 38.7!
Haha! I cannot come to school for 6 days (Sat and Sun) included! They should have given me a 10 day MC sia! I under 13!!! But somehow bored sia stay at home... I still have HW!! F.Y.I MY SISTER HAVE H1N1 followed by my FATHER and now maybe ME !! lol they send my saliva to the lab for testing tmr confirm! HAIZSS if I have H1N1 my parents would be broke man!!! Mum spent total of 100 bucks on me and another 100 bucks on my sis! I WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL HAHA!!

Hanmadiman Nol Saranghandago Hanmadiman dolawa dallago!

2009-07-05T23:26:00.000-07:00

Hahaha! P.S the title means = Just one word 'I Love You' and Just one word 'Come back' haha its the lyrics for Lee Jun Ki's song 'One Word' I D K Why i suddenly fell for him! I like his songs though accept the 'J-Style'. To day nothing much to talk about.. Anyway IDIOT! SO many lovey-dovey things happening in school! And today Adila-San is finally coming back and Khairina-Chan too! Currently listenong to 'Phanthom of the Opera' Influenced by the 'Open Concert' that I watched recently... They say it's sad right? Well my mom said that too... The guys voice is hot though! hahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahah!! I am going to read the decription on wikipedia..
Well thats all for now! Goodbye! haha BTW .. My rainbow romance with TKG started at 2009/07/03 10.37...

Zomg!

2009-07-04T19:18:00.000-07:00

HAHA! I went to Guo Wei's Blog just now! haha i just knew sia he likes Lee Jun Ki! He keep on posting the Iljamae thing its actually a movie that Lee Jun Ki played and he posted Lee Jun Ki's song. I don't really the Lee Jun Ki. But I like his looks... Somehow he looks like Kim Ki Bum (SUJU) haha!

Anyway I finally got TKG's num! HAHAHA!!!! SO HAPPY!! -E R N I E

Finally BACK!

2009-06-25T03:59:00.000-07:00

I am finally back! haha not actually ! wish me luck for my psle this year! I am really working my ass off! 3 more months! haha just went back from KL! lol don't dare to go far far ! H1N1 attack! than i'm back with more korean songs haha not so much on Japanese! n haha B.O.F (boys over flowers) is freaking popular in Singapore almost everyone knows.. Shopping malls shows Gu Jun Pyo n Geum Jandi 24/7 haha! I prefer the Japanese one haha..and if you see my previous posts i've been writing so much abt the Japanese version of B.O.F but the original one is the always the best.. But I haven't watched any episode it and F.Y.I the original one is Meteor Garden (Taiwanese) followed by Hana Yori Dango (Japanese) than Boys Over Flowers (Korean) hehe! and SUPER JUNIOR rocks.. they released their 3rd album that rule MUSIC BANK! and the song ' It's You' RULE THE WHOLE OF KOREA! haha .. I'm so lame!

Than today I went to school .. Haha go to school study study study.. and the new monitress is KHAIRINA! and guess what? THE FREAKING HAFIZ IS THE MONITOR! hehe !! I am bored i shall go blog jumping! ok than!
SO LONG SUCKERS! haha! - THAT JK FREAKKK;

killer smile ;

2009-05-17T05:57:00.000-07:00

helping ernie update this ddeaddd blogggg. hehehe... :D
FINISHED watching BOF. :D yayeeeeeeeee~~
Kim Ki Bum is L-O-V-E. muahahaha.
omg, school tomorrow. :(

SUPER JUNIOR FTW~~~~ "Sorry sorry sorry~" xD

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTS~~~

kk, bye.

♥ ermy rukmana

Happy new year!

2008-12-31T02:28:00.000-08:00

Hello! HAPPY NEW YEAR ! =D

Tmr I will stop using computer and..so I can't post in my blog for like 1 year or maybe during the holidays I can =D Happy New Year! 2009!

SUPER JUNIOR ♥♥♥♥

2008-12-28T19:29:00.000-08:00

SUPER JUNIOR ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

omigosh! I Love super junior !! their dance step is so cool!! Leetuk is so cute ! Kibum and Siwon is so hawt!! i love all of them!
anyway here is Miracle MV - super junior ..

ok here i'm gonn post super junior photos =DD

and oops ! the pics i forgotten Leeteuk pics I'll update later...

The members are Leeteuk (the leader), Heechul, Han Geng, Yesung, Kang-in, Shindong, Sungmin, Eunhyuk, Donghae, Siwon, Ryeowook, Kibum, and Kyuhyun

Sungmin♥♥♥

Kim Kibum♥♥♥

Lee Donghae♥♥♥

Ryeo wook♥♥♥ Shin Dong♥♥♥ Kyu Hyun ♥♥♥ Eun Hyuk ♥♥♥Yesung♥♥♥
Shiwon♥♥♥ Kangin♥♥♥

Hangeng ♥♥♥ Heechul ♥♥♥

RISING GODS OF THE EAST

2008-12-28T18:42:00.001-08:00

Dong Bang Shin Ki / Tong Vfang Xien Qiomg omg omg I love suju!! and DBSK!! so now i am posting the pictures of them =DD

Xiah - Junsu

Yunho - U-Know

Hero - Jejung

Max Changmin

Micky Yuchun

ANYWAY THEIR BAND NAME IN ENGLISH IS RISING GODS OF THE EAST!

AWESOME RIGHT THE NAME? ANYWAY THEY HAVE DIFF NAMES IN DIFF COUNTRY

Korean = Dong Bang Shin Ki or Dong Bang Shin Gi (동방신기).

Japan = Tōhōshinki (東方神起)

Tong Vfang Xien Qi (東方神起)

its the same? lolx

lolx anyway i was bored so I went to the wikipedia to research on some band =D including this =DD see my next post for super junior =D

....

2008-12-28T18:20:00.000-08:00

Yesterday night went to orchard =DD

went to buy some nice nice stuff... than than saw ermm what is that called the dolls..

the one thay celabrate christmas.. ok larhh all kawai! lolx... but kina weird ... went Takashimaya..

it was fun .. than went to eat .. eat eat ... i bought new slippers =DD .. anyway .. my computer ..

sot sot .. it won't on .. so later i will curse it!! muahahaha! damn .. today woke so early...

anyway last night i couldn't sleep i had running nose.. oh ya! yesterday watched love and honour.

For a while but still can watch online =D .. anyway whats todays date? 29.. 4 more !!

till school reopen .. Damn it .. i still haven't finish my mly hw! anyway .. ANYWAY..

just to inform from 1ST JAN .. I'M PREPARING FOR PSLE.. SO COMPUTER VIRGIN ..

TILL NEXT YEAR OR DURING HOLIDAYS =D .. and today i just checked my mail...

who the hell send me a animated rose? and its the 3rd one!!!! i'm gonn' kill you if i know its you!

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